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hello, chanwanting♥ here. 22yo this year. a gal who is trying hard to change herself to get a better life..


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Saturday, May 31, 2008


grandma's birthday! =]

INFA, I HATE YOU!

had infa paper tooday... sucks man. air con was so cold also. wear jacket also totally useless.my own fault that i didnt study my theory properly. sigh... okay.forget bout it. microecons and ITB den Bstas. and bye~~~ zzz...

gui, thanks hor! argue with me.... lol. i find it fun tho. sorry i suddenly went mad just now. didnt mean to.

i had beautiful memories with you. i always think of you.你霸占了我心里一个重要的部分。i dreamt of you. i smile when u come into my mind. i dont talk about you often, i never blamed u.i miss you.

<3, 如果死亡能结束一切,我不介意。

Friday, May 30, 2008

weee~~ tomorrow is my INFA paper and yet i can come here and post! i just found out a friend's secret! but sshhhhhh.. or else he'll slaughter me. lol. he is teaching me accrual now. which is adjusting la..pray hard that nothing goes wrong tomorrow. maybe i'll be more daring and do what i am supposed to after my results are out.

who knows. things are so unpredictable. and no, lim shi wei, i wont snatch. LOL. too ci ji will make me have heart attack. and the fcuking thing is i still have his messages in my hp... of course, i dont think i'll delete them though.and day-dreaming is no good for help but i am doing it every day and night. how stupid of me. and what's more?! i dreamt of u... woke up, stare at the ceiling, nothing comes true.... the f word comes into my mind when i scolded myself for the foolish and stubborn thinking.

<3, you make me fall for you, then u abandon me...

Thursday, May 29, 2008

i am using my laptop on the bus now, which is making me kinda giddy. xp. so i shall stop posting for now. and do it later when i reach my destiny....

<3

Tuesday, May 27, 2008


ignore the tune... they are just kids...

a very nice song... appreciate.

treasure...

i am still pondering over the si chuan earthquake consequences.. yea, nature. but... xin li man man shuo bu chu de tong, shui neng li jie?

went to school yesterday to go the miec group work.. i am so grateful that they are so hardworking and it kind of motivated me also...so.. yea. i AM studying... and common test is starting this saturday. =] infa. go go go!!!

going to collect my laptop later then meet elisse at je lib to study... not easy to study... because i cant concentrate no matter where i am... buying a birthday cake back. haha.

奶奶,生日快乐!

ok. i shall stop updating till common test is over...

<3,如果...

Monday, May 26, 2008

孩子



抓紧妈妈的手

去天堂的路太黑了

妈妈怕你碰了头

快 抓紧妈妈的手

让妈妈陪你走


妈妈



天堂的路太黑

我看不见你的手

自从倒塌的墙

把阳光夺走

我再也看不见

你柔情的眸



孩子

你走吧

前面的路再也没有忧愁

没有读不完的课本

和爸爸的拳头

你要记住我和爸爸的模样

来生还要一起走



妈妈

别担忧

天堂的路有些挤

有很多同学朋友

我们说 不哭

哪一个人的妈妈都是我们的妈

哪一个孩子都是妈妈的孩子

没有我的日子

你把爱给活的孩子吧

妈妈

你别哭

泪光照亮不了我们的路

让我们自己慢慢的走

妈妈

我会记住你和爸爸的模样

记住我们的约定

来生一起走!


super saddening. cried... the whole night. sigh...

and.. i dreamt of im last night. and xiao gui!but i miss him more..

<3

Sunday, May 25, 2008

人群里面那个我把幸福遗落

那曾经走过的路口我停了你却走

我想捂住我的耳朵听不见你说

爱就在此刻松手分手放手

我猜不透不猜透

和你背对背的走

原来怪我没有

没有爱情的天分你才要走

我想要学会自我催眠

痛觉会少一些

潜意识作祟想着想到失眠

我躺在没有你的房间

寂寞更加明显

我渐渐的自我催眠

却回不到从前

等着红灯那个我还会向前走

也许那幸福的执着在下一个路口

专属铃声我还留着却静静沉默

在我们之间爱了放了散了

我会不说不想说

怕说了也没有用

现在我的幽默

只是掩饰着心痛我的难过

聪明再多一些

我走在没有你的世界

却走不到永远

慢慢闭上双眼

i love this song once again. it makes me emo, but then i still love it. <3 我想要学会自我催眠 痛觉会少一些. make sense on me?! yes. actually, what i did was to forget.

<3, 不会爱.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

i'm finally home early today!!!!! hi-5! three cheers for myself!!! wooo.
lets recall.....

wednesday-went to school early in the morning and reached at 745. brought along the super big dice and mat.. met meiyi. she forgotten to bring the conditioner, so after that ard 10+, she went home to take it while i stay in the library room alone, waiting for grace to reach. did some changes in the ppt... lunched at atrium and up for lesson we went! but then fuck shit, we didn't get to present. cos no more time. pissed off. the teacher wanted to keep the dice for our group. but then she was taking her time chatting with another group who had just perform. so i might as well bring it with me. so as expected, all eyes were staring at me. went for life-saving lesson. after that took bus to cine to wait for eric and anth. they are so mad. the first place we went was arcade. LOL. of cos, i didn't play. only the two of them... after that we went to the food court downstair to eat. =D so long didn't see the both of them. i was soooooo happy. ahaha.had dinner and walked to taka before mum fetch me and they went to shop... dont think will be able to see eric again right? unless we get a chance to go taiwan tgt then meet april there. hoo hoo hoo. anyway, that will be like.. dont know how long later. i think wen han korkro is in taiwan now. =D my seaweed!!! wow wow wow.

today... super sleepy. went to sch early again and reached at 8. studied a little little bit with elisse before going for lecture. infa tutorial, break time, bcomm and home! okay. i am sleepy and doesn't want to update anymore. tml's lesson is 9-6. fuck up.

<3, i need you, i want you.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

想念,让我感到好痛苦
因为这个不能补救的友情,已深深的烙印在我脑海里。
只要你的一句话, 我的世界球会再次亮起来。
你的不理不睬,让我后悔一辈子。
我的笑容,永远都是假的。

once again, i reached school at 745am. lol. i am so sleepy~~ but today will be the last meeting for cats. because today is the presentation already. i will miss my group... meiyi and i are real close, and of cos, grace, our meimei, who is also our leader. haha!was telling meiyi about him. i almost cried. ALMOST. meiyi asked me to. but of cos, i hold back. i say before, i wont cry in front of other people because of such matter. it doesn't help anyway. but i truly truly miss him a lot a lot a lot a lot. sigh~ watching bai fen bai. i laugh. but in my heart, i still want to see him, and ask him, why is he so cruel? why is he ignoring me? why why why. so many why. i want to know! i really do!

common test week is two weeks later. next week is elearning week! =] .... oh yea! my laptop landed in the hospital yesterday. can only discharge 1 week later. so poor thing! one and a half month old baby only! LOL. yesterday went to je with chee chye. ah, thanks boy, for carrying my bag for me. haha. had a great time chatting with him. =]

okay. i am real emo now. shall not chat anymore~

<3, love no more...

Sunday, May 18, 2008

i am so tired!!!! but nevermind. hang on hang on! holiday is coming! =] last see... what did i do for the whole week....

monday... LOL. sucky, i cant remeber a single thing... Bstats tutorial. on probablity. at first i couldn't understand. but after the lesson, doubts cleared. =] evelyn and i was like... kind of having a small arguement. haha.after that went to have lunch with a group of people before rushing up for bcomm when we learn how to write email. and i was chatting with dennis online...

tuesday... school from 9am to 9pm. =]lesson lesson lesson all the way. Co practise in the evening. and that was the day i got my new hp... =)) thank you papa mama. did project from 4-6 with meiyi and grace. zhong ruan zhong ruan. you are spoiling my beautiful fingers. haha!! okay. we can bring it back this coming tuesday already.. like... finally la. i need to practise one lo. senior wei feng is a nice guy. =] i think is malaysian also.

wednesday... lesson is suppose to start at 1pm. but as usual, the cats project group meet up again and i booked the room. lol. meiyi took the wrong bus and end up at the wrong place. we manage to complete our ppt...met elisse at 12 to makan lunch then went for cats lesson. swimming was not allowed as the weather wasn't very good. so we learnt EAR.in case anyone dont know what EAR is, it is used to save someone when pulse is present and breathing is absent. eric(not the one in new town) didn't bring his swimming trunks, so he became the live model when the teacher need one. haha! freaking funny. he was laughing so hard that his whole body shook like mad...

thursday... same, 9am lecture... then infa tutorial when i went mad... LOL. because before that i almost squash someone when i close the lift doors. teacher was freaking funny. LOL. okay.. then was bcomm when we did a mock test for email and i did very badly. i remembered on thursday morning, i told mummy that time really files. it was monday, but now, thursday,.. like.. wow! that's was fast. and she agreed. lol.

friday! my fav! morning, 9am lecture. met elisse at canteen 2 for breakfast. she was the one who requested it. okay. then funny things happened.LOL. only we know. haha! infa workshop. i was trying to like, rush out everything, but when i finish, the teacher dont want to let me go. or should i say, not suppose to let me go. after that i chiong to bus stop and went to new town with jon and xuanyi. met sean, kia tuan, sherman there. i forgot the other guy's name. anyway, yea, took out testimonial .... went to eat tom yam! inflation! price shot up to $1.50! went up to the all to look for the teachers and kimberly. after that took cab with sean and xuanyi to chiong back to school for lesson. ITB.. sian sian, let's not talk about it. after that was make up lesson for sports and wellness. i wanted to fake sick and skipped it. but then, in the end i still changed and swim.LOL. there were so many guys there and a few of them actually took the initiative to talk to me. but the way one of the guy speak very weird. or should i say, the way he started the convo very weird.LOL. make me so paiseh. because the rest of the guys were teasing him. we learnt how to save a victim whi is in the pool without getting into the pool. =] i am one step closer to being a life-guard. haha. okay. enough of chatting...

if only u girls can tell me a way to forget him.. sigh~

<3

Saturday, May 10, 2008

felix, shiwei, brian, anwar, zhe xuan,mitchell, dennis, denish
me, xuanyi, hui fang, catherine, dickson, sam, tonny, kumar
zhe ning, yimin, lyn, jieshan, mun keong, bryan, jian yao, weiren
anthony, agnes, yiren,chen ting, jing wen, jason
niuqi, franky, kim, lihui, david, eric, pakin, sean


YES! THIS IT E3/1'06(ikka) AND E4/1'07... i miss everyone. really. i have yet to list out our teachers. haha! but i think there is no need to la, right? everyone can rmb in our heart. i was thinking of making class tee. how? 4/1? but not everyone is here to pay and get them. WHY!!! =( our class is spread everywhere. it's freaking sad to think about it sometimes. but denish told me that we're still together, as one. <3

freya! 08/08! i miss all of you too! ALL! YES! ALL!!!! i think i cant name everyone. err... let me try. janice, bryan, jiong hong, zhiyu, yi neng, kendrick,wan yi, qian yu, jasmine, jonathan, joerh, nandeesh, simying, tianling, nelson,berlinda, christiana... a lot! still got a few more, but i cant rmb their names.=p. sorry~ ...

gonna pia all the tutorial by today if possible. going to have our elearning week soon! but i think have to back for BSTA because the timetable of the teacher and ours clash, and have no same empty time slot. sian diao. so kns can?! like, please! it's elearning week! go back for 2 hours?! wtf?! have to complete MIEC, BSTA, INFA, ITB... sian sian. lol. the stupid rain kept me awake yesterday, making me so sleepy today. korkor! you not at home i have to get up and close window! and the thunder so scary. =(

i wanted to type about last week. but.. lol. nvm. i have forgotten almost all of it already anyway. only remember that my interview... LOL. it's a bad experience. i should be more confident and not bring my laptop out. forget it. we are not allowed to bring any script out for the next one anyway.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL MOTHERS!!!!

<3, 我已努力在挽回.

Thursday, May 8, 2008


i am a big fan of lim shi wei! haha!

can u see mummy and me??

the messy table

ok. tears are rolling down once again, all because of korkor! LOL. ok. sry, i miss him so much. take care in the forest!

i miss him!!!!!!!! (this is another him le) shiwei, 我们这样的等法,到底是对的选择吗?both of us are so tired now...

ok! lets see. i am so sleepy nowadays. LOL. like i was telling pan, i need 8 hours of sleep everyday. or else, after two days, you'll see me dying in school. didn't blog for quite a few days le. so... i think i dont want to think back. waste my brain cells. i'll say what I did today k? today... first lesson was bstas lecture. i was kinda distracted by my interview script. next was infa tutorial. i was about to fall asleep le. lol. the teacher and i dont talk, we communicate through eye contact! LOL. cool huh!? next up is break time! but elisse and i was so nervous. i only finish half of my fried rice. went up to the toilet to change. ok. my classmate's reaction was super big.zzz. screwed up my interview presentation. =( was too tired, so i decided to skip CO today. came home. so, gonna rest early and blog more a few days later k? den i'll write more specificly.

nights!!

<3, life is never the same without you, but you dont seems to be thinking that way.

Saturday, May 3, 2008


i luv u!

didi and i

=D

sigh. i am so tired. lets start from yesterday....

woke up at 730 and off to school! as usual, the bus was quite full and i took 173 instead, walking in the school from the backgate. lecture for miec. i wasn't listening till the second half. oops. lol. okok. i shall do the revision myself. since common test are coming. home in the noon and wanted to get all the work done before going out at 330. but in the end, i was too tired. so i went to llie down on my parents' bed, planning to sleep for like.. 1 hour. but who knows!? dad call like 5 minutes after i lie down. and i have to wake up to answer the call because there was no one at home. after hanging up, of course, i went back to the bed. but what the hell, my didi came home, ringing the bell. and once again, i woke up. zzz. what happen next?! my auntie came to ring the bell. zzz! one hour of sleep become don't know how many minutes only. after while later, janice called me. LOL. but nvm, i am already awake after the two bell rings. she said can meet earlier, so off i went! to JE. i was earlier, heance, i went to the library. but janice reached quite fast also. anyway, we met, and i realise that we cant possibly go up empty handed.LOL. so we went to buy a kaya cake. =D for mr ang! haha! lucky that mr chia not in. both of us don't like him anyway. chat with mr ang for ard 30 minutes before he went in to teach his first class of the day. went to the our usual meeting place, the ice skating ring. then we started chatting, thinking back. suddenly, i remember kendrick! LOL. because he loves to ask "who want to go ice skating this weekend??" lol. janice and i end up laughing ... went to our favourite after that. KOBAYASHI! both of us had spicy udon! lol. with lots of chilli pepper. i paid for that meal. =D after that i wanted to drink soy milk. so janice bought one also. banana soy milk for her and payaya soy milk for me! i wanted to treat her soybean curd. in the end she paid for it also. xp . sorry janice. haha. remeber our date after all exams! =D went home after that i start to pia itb tutorial. handed it up and started with a little bit of eportfolio. in the end gave up and came out to eat dinner. which was like.. 9pm already. mum bought chilli crab back. hehe. bet sean was freaking jealous. anyway, watch the last episode of the 9pm show and bathed after that. after bathing, CATS thinking tools project. was doing the ppt slides. nothing much actually. have to think about how the game will be run. slept at 12+ lol. i was telling xuanyi i don't dare to go to the toilet because very dark outsidel. slept on the floor, hard and cold floor.......

today
woke up at 750 after hearing my dad shouting my name. exxpected to go to the market mah. so no choice. woke up and changed. market with my parents, da bao-ing breakfast back for the 2 shao ye-s at home. zzz. after eatting breakfast, went into the kitchen to pack the vegetables and started to prepare dad's drink and barley for everyone. weather very heaty. so have to boil for them. =D was ask to prepare lunch, but i only know what to cook, not how to cook.. pass the job to aunt patsy. xp. now is rest time. later sean coming, then have to chiong my summary thing for itb and the eportfolio and the interview script! busy time.

tomorrow
grandparents and cousins will be coming for lunch. hope they will have a great time.. haha! =D

shiwei! you see, i am so kind and didn't put your photo! i put a chio bu's one. haha! joking joking. I LOVE EVERYONE, ESPECIALLY SHIWEI, XUANYI, JANICE AND JANE!

E4/1!!! DO YOU ALL WANT A CLASS OUTTING?!?!?!?!

<3

Thursday, May 1, 2008
我只在乎天长地久,不在乎曾经拥有

YAY YAY YAY!!!! I MET XUANYI AND SHIWEI!!!! WOOOOOOOO!!! I'M SO HAPPY TODAY! WE ROCKS! HAHA! I M SOOOOOO HIGH... LOL. ok... i won't regret. but pei rong, i am sorry that i break the promise. i told you i'll go and find you.... sorry. i'll find time to meet you out k?! he a great time with xuanyi and shiwei today. finally bought a smaller and nicer laptop bag. thanks to xuanyi. hi-5! i manage to finish my infa hw. hmmm. actually i have nothing much to talk about la. just tired le lo.... =D so... yip, cheers everyone! =) i love you!

我好想找到一个人,能让我依赖,让我伤心难过时,清楚地知道我是有朋友的。我的情绪化,我的无理取闹,我希望那个人能理解并容忍。我曾经后悔过。我会想承认自己曾经流过泪。

<3, 我只在乎天长地久,不在乎曾经拥有。