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hello, chanwanting♥ here. 22yo this year. a gal who is trying hard to change herself to get a better life..


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Tuesday, February 28, 2012
sorry that i loved you

♥ ♥ ♥


i'm sorry that i hurt you
sorry that i fell through
sorry i was falling in love with you.

i'm sorry that it came true
but sorry doesnt turn back time
for all that i have done to you
i wish that i could make it right.

so sorry that i loved you
sorry that i needed you
sorry that i held you tight.

<3

Direction mistakes

I tot things are getting better. But seems like not.

Maybe bcos u are too busy and stress up at work. Ur reply can be as short as 'lol' or 'haha', even when i am asking for a answer. Habit? Maybe u urself haven realise. While i am in the midst of correcting this habit of mine, i have to face it. Retribution, for doing it to other people last time.

Maybe u were too busy in school and life, i cant help thinking, must your thoughts always be like this? Becos u are making things worse for youself. Your 'i am trying' 'i am changing' aint convincing. Not that it is really THAT important to me, at least i dont want to see u torturing yourself.

What about you? Did u realise that people around you aint happy? Whats wrong with you now?! Can i know?

Chan Wan Ting! At the moment, you sucks, as a friend, as a family member. You better pray hard that things will get better.

<3, i cant wait to let u go totally (:

Thursday, February 23, 2012
the day has passed.. and i'm officially 21 (:

All the lovely people who celebrated with me ♥

All my presents! (missing: timbuk2 tote from bro)

yesterday was a super happy day, eliminating her naggings and "cold water" ... Thank you everyone for all the wishes (in advanced to belated) and effort put in to make my day ♥♥♥

as expected, korean food is nice nice nice! kimchi was great~ thank you daddy for the cake surprise and the 'forever love' cookie.. thank you mummy for the necklace and earrings, thank you darling Joan for the camera set and card, thank you dear Joy for the teddy and balloon, thank you Jessica for the waterbottle, thank you the adults for the angpaos, thank you cousin wenyi and 姑姑 for the earrings, thank you susan for the last-min drawn wishes, and thank you everyone who wishes me via sms, whatsapp and facebook.. THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR BEING PRESENT IN MY LIFE ♥

now that i have hit 21, i hope to turn more cheerful, less revengeful, smarter and less possessive. i need to see things in a wider perspective, allowing myself to accept and absorb more. final 2 years of studying, no matter how much i hate studying, i must make it. be it first class or second upper or even second lower class, i must get my degree. this time, it's for myself. not for anyone to see, but for myself, for my future.

amazingly, i dont feel disappointed. maybe becos we are too busy, day passes too fast, too many things in our mind, we tends to be forgetful. right? *awwww, aint i understanding?" LOL.

tagboard reply:
[nu er] wah, surprised! LOL. thanks for being my loyal blog fan. haha! okay! lets plan a exciting day after my papers! with desserts and ice skating n many many more! i'll stay healthy to go out with you!
 [laoba] okay! i'll rmb to take a break! (: u take care too! see u soon!

<3

Thursday, February 16, 2012

confused, pissed, negative thoughts..

it simply sucks..
i rather be staying in school everyday

i need to prove to myself that i can survive,
i can get through all this shits.
i am strong enough to support myself..

jiayou for prelims and final for all my friends in UOL.

<3

Saturday, February 11, 2012
peace ^^

port dickson avillion resort sunrise
let me go back to the beach resort again,
let me feel the peace again.
not asking for a lot,
i just want some time alone,
to do reflection,
to think about the rights and wrongs.

suddenly, lots of thoughts came.
dad wants me to stay in singapore for internship.
partly because i seemed worried about the money matter.
i gave up on summer abroad school,
i gave up on oversea internship,
i gave up on oversea corporate program.
the only thing i am able to look at is the nepal community program.
and the pushcart..

prelim is goning to murder me.
gore movie..
need to get over it soon and prepare well for final exam.

能拥有的,就珍惜
想拥有的,就争取
没拥有的,当教训

<3

Friday, February 10, 2012
life..

sometimes i really do wonder, do people still visit this blog of mine..

firstly, friends! if you happen to see this post and have a blog, do leave me a message on the tagboard.. because i accidentally deleted my old template where all my links are.. so sorry! and thank you! (:


life is gettting very stressful, prelim and final are near.. not much time to rest. slack and you get regretful. lots of things undone, resume for internship, exam practise papers, registration for pushcarts etc etc.. turning 21yo soon, not much expectation, just hope that my sense of responsibility gets better.

looking at how friends live life, i'm pretty curious..

<3