when life cnt change to be better,
i face it with a smile.
thank you to those who cheer me up,
and talked to me all the while.

feeling so stress at work.
becos with that result,
i doubt i can do well.
tho the workload isnt as heavy,
but i still hope that i wont disappoint any of them.

i dont know if i can still face you,
after dragging so much..
i realise i cant give you the love you want anymore,
because we are in a much different world.
i tried,
i stepped of my own comfort zone,
i thought i can be brave enough to stand alone,
until u stretch out your hand to give me a hold.
but i was wrong,
and only putting my own life at the corner of the cliff,
thinking to step back or to "accidentally" slip and fall.
when you chose to not realise anything,
i know i am already falling of the cliff.
it pretty dumb,
to not do what i am always saying.

cos my heart❤ chose to disagree with my brain

<3