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hello, chanwanting♥ here. 22yo this year. a gal who is trying hard to change herself to get a better life..


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Monday, March 29, 2010

23rd March

nic came.. cos need to choose class. end up started to take photos. this is only 2 of it. :D was chatting with each other.. nice chat.







25th March

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the tired girl roaming around the streets aimlessly...
nightmares in the night...
shag in the day...
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the words that starts with a D and ends with a G ...
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Thursday, March 25, 2010

for I almost died yesterday...

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Sunday, March 21, 2010

sorry about the previous post. was rather vulgar.. and so off it goes (:

body getting weaker these few days .. no idea why either. all i know is i am very very very tired. puzzle is completing soon. left with some parts of the blue +yellow sky which is giving me a headache.. completing a 2k piece puzzle all alone is not easy. esp when i dont hv the time to sit down properly to concentrate on it. other than at night.. doing until 2+ 3+ and getting a split head the next morning for waking up early to start with vacuuming... still has lots to do at home. including packing my own clothes cupboard. it's in a mess, and there are new stuff coming in. mum is rushing me to take the insurance test. bro is going oversea. younger bro is gonna have his PSLE. new maid might be coming at least 2 weeks later.

no idea if it's obvious,
but i hope you can tell.
that there is already something wrong between us.
but even if you found out,
will you take action?

i need your help,
to stand up once again.
to face him all alone.
because i plan to tell him,
i love you.

<3

Monday, March 15, 2010

what i can give you may not be what you want to have..
-chan wan ting

gravity is not the cause of making people falling in love..
-nicolette lim

HAHAHA.

<3

Thursday, March 11, 2010

am i the cause of everything everytime?

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Tuesday, March 9, 2010

it's holiday!!
(yaya, i know i a bit wols.)
gonna spend my time wisely

was it my imagination?
i hope so.

life has been rather messy at home.
there are times of happiness.
and times of anger.
but we are a family after all.
moments of love and hatred.

however, there are times where u cant approach family.
when you are in need of help.
in the pain of relationships.
in the pain of friendships.
in the pain of kinship (especially).
next choice?
darling? sweetheart? ai ren?
close frens? frens?
i dont know.
it depends i suppose?
but who knows,
unable to confront anyone,
those silent tears rolling at night.
down the face, wetting the pillow and drying up by the next morning.
the tears-stained face, tears too invisible to be seen by anyone.
the tight fist, grabbing on so tight to hold the scream in the throat.
can you tell me, who am i suppose to approach.

sometimes i wish i am a guy.
getting the same amount of freedom as him.
getting the same trust from parents.
allowing more decisions made by myself.
it's always wrong to get jealous, to be filled with envy.
but c'mon, it's always done in such an obvious way.
am i suppose to act blind?
am i suppose to accept that fact?
even if it's just one day, i can walk out and say "i'm going out for a while"
without being questioned, i'll be so pleased.
dont say i dont know how to appreciate their love and care and concern.
because if i dont, i wont be answering them nicely everytime,
i wont be that calm everytime i get questioned,
i will be screaming at them and showing attitude.
just because i understand,
all i do is to nag nag nag on this damn blog of mine and to a few friends.
but i still dont understand, how did that unfair-ness even arise??

on-going plans:
14th march- smu event/ someone's birthday
17th march- cheers gathering
23rd march- someone's birthday
30th march- someone's birthday
17th april- mentoring HOC

please rmb how much i love you.

<3

Thursday, March 4, 2010

the words i mentioned...

are they still in your mind?
will you rmb them forever?
do they mind to you?
are they going to make an impact in you?

the words you mentioned...

they live in my mind forever.
they caused great impact.
they made up part of my life.
and they'll always be important.

i smiled through, knowing i've love you before.
i cried at times, knowing i've miss you so much.
i ignored at moments i couldnt control and seems so unreal.
i chased after moments i've missed.

from the missing world in us now,
i escaped and hope to stand up right again.
because it wont be the end of our life,
and happiness is going to cover each of us once again.

just remember,
we are friends forever.
and i'm always here,
a phone call/sms away?
existing so that i can help you in any way you want.
living because i am waiting for my wishes to come true.
breathing just to hang on tight on my hope.

trust me,
i'll never ever forget you..
never.


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