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hello, chanwanting♥ here. 22yo this year. a gal who is trying hard to change herself to get a better life..


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Monday, June 30, 2008
dont ask me why.

i kinda of overslept today. not exactly. cos i was only late for 5 min, for my project meeting. i thought i'll be the last to reach. but who knows, i was the second one. lol. did ITB and bought cup noodle before going to class for bstats. funny funny. after that was bcomm. did meeting.LOL. super funny. shoot here and there. shoot shoot shoot shoot. till chee chye mati. LOL.after that walked to kap with dennis and chee chye. wanted to do the minutes. but totally no idea how to do. after that chee chye walk with me to the bus stop. and home i go!!!!!


dont ask me why. because i cant give you any answer. happy?! seeing me being unhappy then u will be happy right?! fine!

<3

Saturday, June 28, 2008

yes!! i finally met my dear janice again! lol! was very happy when i saw her. tho her fringe a bit spoilt. =x anyway, rushed to westmall after school ended. and oops. i was a little late. sorry janice. went to level 2 tom and stephanie to find her and we started our chat. hahas. went downt to burger king to sit and ordered some food. (i am suppose to be on diet). lol. onion rings and 4pc drumlets and a cup of ice milo. but nvm, we shared! (: the food. and again, i finished too fast. and we walked out or burger king. started walking all around westmall. is really all around k. up up up. den down down down again. LOL. chatting all the way. go into shops to see. after that we went to the food court. and we did a dumb dumb thing. we went to the toilet after sitting for 5 sec. den we went back to sit again. lol. we ordered duck rice(the soup was super salty), lime juice(super sour)and honeydew milk juice(super sweet). hahas. kinda torturing our tastebuds. but it was quite fun. LOL. her mama very nice! let her eat outside! (: with me. hahas.

after that went back to school to meet grace. discuss our writeup and article. (: completed it le. high efficiency and productivity! wahahaha. after that walk to the backgate bus stop at 9pm. and home. went online and started discussing our writeup again. lol. so much fun. grace is jealous of me. cos korkor bot tau huay and chicken wing back for me to eat. =D but that was because he wanna buy his dinner. lol. anyway, thanks kor. the tau huay rocks. after that slept ard one.

this morning. got woken up by screams/scolding of my grandma. all i can say is- she was targeting me. sigh. that's it for today. study time!! must finish all tutorial. first paper is on 15 august!

<3

Friday, June 27, 2008

screwed up. i am sorry...

<3, i hate no one but myself.



sadistic?

i am so freaking sleepy now.. in the lecture theatre. listening to the lecturer talking about perfect competition. the teacher is going sssssoooooooo slow, i bet she cannot finish it today. one hour is gone and she is still at slide 15 when she has 55 slides in total. sigh. i am falling asleep. wont be home till 830pm. we shall see. luckily tomorrow is saturday. i pray hard we dont have to go to the market in the morning.

yesterday was another sian day.. except during infa lesson. passed all CT papers at the moment. taking INFA back today. xuanyi came to my house to swim after school. yes, is SWIM! lol. had dinner send her off to my house door. =x went back in and went into msn to start discussing CATS project. hey gal, i bet u didnt notice how pek i was. but, what can i do?! voice out?! no way.

wed. huh~ had life saving lesson, which was a great fun.LOL. the jump is so fun.weee~~ went home tired-ly. lol. go go go! life saving rocks! i can save u, people. hehes.

okay. typing this post is to keep me awake...going to take back infa paper today!!

<3, still dead. (:

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

chan wan ting is dead. lying in a pink coffin. buried in a cemetry. visit her please. thanks.

<3, she is no longer alive.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

ikea with xuanyi.i 'studied'. lol.had a very very very full dinner last night at raffles city- shoduko. it's a jap food bazaar. lol. u get a card. and go ard ordering food, accumulating the amount in the card then pay when u are leaving. (: thank you gu gu and kim kim. tho the food a little bit ex and the air con a little bit cold. LOL. banana + choco crepe rocks (: dad and mum came to fetch me after that. zzz. always like that. keeping track of where i am.. kept calling. but save the trouble of gugu and kim kim sending me home (:

today. tiring. but i learnt a lot. i found out that my dad is a chinese pro. really, really. singapore's history in chinese is pro. everything. explaining the buildings, the bridge, the place and everything everything. i was so glad he brought me out. went to pick the two university graduates at 10. they came for training, at my dad's office. so my dad and i were their one day tour guide around singapore. (: first was to kent ridge park, just a quick one. a few photos and we proceeded to the city area. walked all ard from fullerton hotel to the merlion area.. and back. my dad explainations were like 'wow!' to me. LOL. felt so guilty. den he was telling me "rmb the singapore's history. i will have more colleagues coming." LOL. wth. i freaked out. after that we went to raffles city to fetch su wai(another colleague). but i know her. my dad dotes her a lot. she really very cute. only 23 this year. from.... indo i think. =x we moved on to long beach@dempsey for lunch. on the way to the carpark. there was these two girls stopping us, saying that there is this charity car wash. and my dad say after lunch. so we had a super 丰盛 lunch. then my dad really went for the car wash after lunch. "this is a charity carwash............. minimum $50" i stunned. seriously stunned. den we went to the slot for car wash. and i saw a familiar face which i used to see on tv every monday. den i saw tay ping huay! omg! i seriously shocked. then there was this fliming going on when my dad and us got down the car. went into a bar to wait as they wash our car. after that i saw ping huay inside again. =x i forgot to request to take photo. after that we walked out. and one of the lady was persuading me to donate more. my dad said okay and i forked out another $10. and oops. they were fliming again when i handed them the money. they were SLOW IN ACTION. and i was like "hurry up take and i am gonna hide into the car." lol. not saying it out also. after that while turning out got a goodie bag. went to botanic garden- the orchid garden. i took lots of pictures. cos the flowers were really very beautiful. ATTRACTIVE. picked mummy and headed to sentosa, underwater world. 30 mins and out. jellyfish rocks! (: after that was home already. lol. NO! wait. we went to bukit timah hill also. but i think i strained my thigh muscle. cos it really hurt. yesterday was my knee. now is whole thigh. luckily we didnt climb up.

<3, remember, i am here for you.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

had a great time today, watching two movie at one shot. kungfu panda and the incredible hulk.. err, i dont like the ending cos i dont understand the ending. (: after that i proceeded to borders, leaving xuanyi and her cousins at wisma. searching for my book high and low and i still cant find it. in the end i bought a chicken soup for father & daughter soul. yea, i need it. went to starbucks to get the free drink. dark mocha frappacino. nice! but i waited for very long because the person missed out my order. luckily a guy was noticing and help me out. (: thanks (though you wont be reading this) i missed the 171 bus.. not, not i missed. i caught up. but the bus was "full". why "full"? cos the back was empty and the bus driver dont allow people to board anymore. fcuk. waited lo. den by the time reach home, it was 7. dinner with grandparents and bros. then whole family sat at living room to watch tv. (:

anthony, in case u are here to read again, i am here to answer ur qn on my tagboard. why my post so dead? cos the person writing the post is already half dead. (: but dont forget our roti-prata date!

okay! it's time to play instant reply with jason! (lesbo not online!)

<3, smile boy.

none.

wednesday- went to lucky plaza to eat sharkfin. LOL. braised sharkfin with fish-maw in claypot. aiya. nevermind, because i dont know what is it called. anyway, i love it. (: and the whole set only cost $5.50!! mine was a bowl of sharkfin with shedded chicken, hor fun with abalone sauce and dessert. yes! $5.50. i think i'll go back there some time again later. wahaha. the have the buddha jump over the wall also.. lol. is that the name? i only know is fuo tiao qiang. the steam egg super cool also. after that proceed to takashimaya and went to kinokuniya. on the way there met enci. (: i think it was her lunch break. wah!! i found 小鬼's book! but it is so ex. and i found a book named:天使的礼物. i read till page 60. then must come home le! i am going to buy that book! most likely today if borders have. home, watch bai fen bai. and by the time it reached late at night, all i know was, i wasn't in a very good mood. even dad was trying to make me laugh, asking me why face so black. den i say 'no ah' but the main reason was with grandma. sigh.. nvm. i told her nothing also anyway. so, let it be.

today- going to cine to watch movie with xuanyi later. i think her cousin will be there also. i want to go back to kino or borders to get my books! but i have yet to complete my tutorials. but i think i'll have to go to mummy's office cos have to print things. argh.. i dont know. this is making me mad! (: shall enjoy my last few days of holiday. i was so honest yesterday to tell me dad that i am not going to toucch my tutorial.zzz. what a nice daughter.

<3, take care and bye bye.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

喜欢你的头发 喜欢你的脸颊

喜欢你微笑的时候眼里藏不住的光

喜欢你的害羞 喜欢你的疯狂

想要一天二十四个小时守在你身旁

喜欢开你玩笑 喜欢叫你傻瓜

喜欢吓你一跳的时候看你慌张的模样

喜欢搭你肩膀 喜欢你会怕痒

喜欢趁你没有防备偷袭你的手指甲

想要抱你一下贴紧我的胸膛

想要告诉你这样下去不是办法

想要把你绑架想要带你回家

想要非常认真严肃的承诺地老天荒

想要非常认真严肃的承诺地老天荒

思念你令我惊慌想到你令我膨胀

你的每个笑容都会令我幸福的快爆炸

见你的时候我总是说些傻呼呼的蠢话

令我随时随地濒临疯狂

<我对你的感觉就这么简单〉-wan ting

hahas.. nice lyrics. leo ku's song.. lonely, helpless, sleepy. :/ yes. this is how i am feeling everyday now.no aim, no destination.i finished watching the dvd: the ultimate crime fighter. not a very nice ending though. i realise that 预感 is not a very good thing. it stops you from doing the things you want to do. like that guy in the show. he knows that he's gonna get shot by his brother. hence, he gave up accepting a girl. yes, in the end he died. but then on his way to heaven, he heard the girl's voice and he woke up again. (: 好和坏就在一念之间. and i believe in retribution. it's always so true. so remember, dont harm anyone. life is always so precious. and always observe those around you, giving up and sacrificing for you. doing the best to help you, because they are you friends, because they love you, because they dont want you to get hurt and regret. look at everyone at different direction. because having a conclusion on a person character determine the way you see him/her when he/she does things. right?

going to do some revision later before school reopen and all the work come flooding in again. after the will be watching bai fen bai and school for CO practise. and yes, i fuking hate this family now. i realised. if saying things out nicely helps, no one needs to scream, no one need to get pissed off. but in this family, all of us have a problem. grandpa- love to heck care everything, adding fuel and oil when quarrels starts. grandma- cannot communiate properly with everyone, attitude problem. dad- hopes noting goes wrong, but it always go the opposite way and only know how to rise his volume. mum- attitude problem, dont know how to appreciate ppl's care and concern.kor- only know go out go out, at home de thing all no nid to care, but is parents allow de. me- attitude problem, impatient, wanna kill everyone. didi- immature! worse of all. dont know how to behave, rebellious, dont know how to think properly.

sigh. i know, i am not very good either.. but i am really very tired of life.. if everyone can think for each other, undestand each other more, things might turn out better. i wont have the idea of running out of house or even slapping te maid (might end up in jail). i know such things can never happen. now can only pray that i study hard, get into uni and stay in the hostel, without facing anyone of them. but that is like, 2 n 1/2 more years.

<3, nothing can make me laugh anymore, i miss ur messages.

Monday, June 16, 2008





yup.. so this is the watch i bought yesterday. (: going to finish watching my HK show.the ultimate crime fighter. not bad.the way the solve and investigate. but yea, as usual, i can figure out the ending before the show it.lol. left 2 more episode. and i must continue my work! slack for so long le. and PAN! where are u?! we are suppose to do the pair assignment! i am tired. my skin problem have yet to recover.it is killing me sometimes. the sudden pain and itch.

i am really tired. if things weren't so complicated, life would be much better.i hope it was. but it never will.it can never be so simple... right? CO practise tml.. going to sleep now.. see u people.

<3,切割过去,珍惜未来。

Sunday, June 15, 2008

sat- woke up in the morning to go to the market again... yesterday was to clementi wet market. and yes, i seriuosly hate that place... and i didnt get to eat my wanton mee. which was so sickening.because that is the thing which will keep me awake on a sat morning. came back home and rest for a while, bathed, changed and out we went went to join a baby's one month old party. the buffet food wasnt very nice. the baby's papa is my papa's subordinate and the baby's grandma is my grandma's close close close friend.the baby's korkor (2-3 year old i tink), is my little friend who opens his mouth to eat whenever i feed him something.LOL. homed.. and went to ronald uncle's house. met shiwei's parents and sis but this dumb dumb gal was camping in school. so i didnt get to see her..had another buffet there. and the food was better. (: uncle can cook very well also. a great host.

sun- woke up to go to the market again, today was to bb market. to sell the old newspapers and get some $$$. lol. $11 for today. $10 was given to korkor. (: by mummy. zzz. but nvm, she asked me if i am okay with it. breakfast, bathed, changed clothes and out we went! today special. whole family except didi. so two cars! one with daddy(driver), grandma and grandpa. one with mummy, korkor(driver) and I. LOL. first, we set off to the maid agency... to interview two maids. blah blah blah. all i know is, grandma's english is weird. =x ... after that we went to a restaurant somewhere near bird park. called hill-top i think.. it sells jap and indo.. we had jap teppenyaki!! super cool can!? the chef cooking our food in front of us. but one thing i hate was the amount of garlic they used. super scary. as if it was totally free. after that was dessert. mango puddings, chendol, pan fried ice-cream, strawberry mocha and hot tea. (: of cos, all these are share within the six of us... haha. total amount: $201... not as expensive as i thought as we ate tiger prawns. which cost like $22 for 4 pieces only?! met uncle francis foo(dad's friend) coincidentally. surprisingly. eldest son is RI, second one in SJI... 3rd son having psle this year... next was to... shopping. at first went to cathay/ ps.but carpark full like shit, so we changed to raffles city. walked and i bought a puma watch. costing $98, but the guy gave me a discount and tada! $78.40! LOL. 20% discount when there is suppose to be none. grandma bought a watch too. walked to citylink. and back. super tired and thirsty. after that we proceeded to food court to have our dinner. and i take a bit from all of their food and i can no longer swallow anymore food.. after that back home!! (: watch 'you are the one' and keep screaming because yuan shuai really very cute. and so are renfu and shaowei! the 2 wang's. yuan shuai won in the end. i wanted to post the pic of my watch, but then blogger doesn't allow me to. so...... next time maybe. but i love the watch! it is really very nice!

i was quite surprised that korkor actually tagged along with us everywhere we went. instead of going out. (: so glad too. my mum saying i have gotten some stupid dumb virus while on the cruise. it makes my skin reddens and itch... sometimes it has the pricking pain. and is super uncomfortable. i hope it goes away soon or i am turning 'skin-less' soon after scratching everyday at the same places... it hurts. and i dont want to see the doctor. ):

okay! gonna sleep. i love holidays and i love you! nights!

<3, long long long long way...

Friday, June 13, 2008
one night cruise!








it was choco night... =) yea, all that were only displays... what we were given choco cakes. a lot a lot of kind... hahas.

my card for crediting/ entering cabin/ dining. =)

i enjoyed!! okay.. sort of... let's see.. we boarded the cruise at ard 530... and all of us were hungry... lol. cos we purposely dont want to feed ourselves too much. went to see our cabin (deck 8-8029). actually i was supposed to sleep with qiulin and my didi. but then my dad changed my two brothers around and my korkor ended up in my cabin. went for dinner at mariner's (international meal). that night was ladies night... tho there were some fathers' day programmes. =]after dinner we walked all around outside while waiting for the programmes.



korkor brought grandparents, mum and qiulin into stardust to watch hunks! but i didnt go in. lol. not interested (lesbo, i told u i m a les le). go in see hunks. dad brought didi and i to arcade first and explore the inner part before proceeding to meet them again... after that they decided to go to the casino!! but i cant go in(they were very strict, i heard. checking all the ppl's nric). so i followed dad and didi to the karaoke loungue cos didi wanna watch movie. den there was some adults, or should i say aunties and uncles, singing oldies. and my dad kept asking me to sing some new hip songs. LOL. we ordered 6 cans of beers (all different kind). at first it was only he and i mah, so i was drinking like i am an adult. LOL. cos my daddy allows!!! after that the 'adults' came back and look for us... i wasn't drunk, but was kind of high cos rare chance can drink till like that. hehes. sang... after that went to eat the choco cakes!!!!! i drank one and a half cans of beer in total. by the time we went back to the cabin, it was.... 1+am... i went to grandma's cabin to watch bai fen bai... hehes. yes, i found bai fen bai. and it was super funny. korkor, qiulin, dad was in my cabin watching soccer.LOL. went back at 2am... dad brought kor and qiulin out to jackpot room... den i am alone in the cabin. =( so scary. i kept the tv on. hehes. den i read my book... and wad?! i found guo guang bang bang mang. haha! and another soccer match. =) so i watch. changing in between during advertisements. they came back at 3+am almost 4... they won $100+. kor and i actually watching soccer match. but then in the end he tired. ard 4am dao liao.LOL. he took the sofa, qiulin and i took the beds. but then i can't sleep, so i woke korkor up and chase him to the bed i was sleeping in. and i went to read my book at the tv corner (can draw curtain de). but after that i read till sian le, i on the tv again. =x and i found mr bean's holiday starting at HBO. lol!! super high. but then i didnt on the volume. zzz. so is silence movie.. i on a lil lil lil bit in the middle... but i have to sit very near the tv to hear. eyes spoilt. hence, i didnt sleep. it ended at ard 615am. and i offed the tv... curled myself on the small sofa... slept for 25 mins. and sat up to see the view outside. was partially blocked. but still can see the sky getting brighter and brighter slowly. washed up and changed. lol. but i decided not to wake the two person on the beds. till my dad called and woke the two of them up. =) changed and pack up. breakfast at dynasty (chinese cruisine). ate. and walked out with qiulin because not ready to disembark yet... hahas. yip.. and we left at 930am i think. overall, it was fun.. LOL. but without friends, still not that fun. and i want go into casino!! lol. dad says it's a fact. lucky him. he can go after everyone sleeps, cos when every other ppl go in, he have to accompany my didi.. =)

that's all! =) i miss everyone i know!!!!!!

<3, never ever ver er r ...

Thursday, June 12, 2008
没了

因为你的一句话,让我成为了罪人。。。



你的无理取闹,

我必须无条件地接受。

我的解释,

成了你所谓的推卸责任。

我的无奈,

成了你所谓的装傻。

我的举动,

是你心里的没诚意。

我做的所有的所有,

在你眼里却什么也没有。

我的存在,

对你来说可能是种障碍。

接受吧,无论如何我还是必须住在这个家。

这是没人能改变的事实。




<3,破碎的心,补了还是会有裂痕。



first part of parade (zulu company)

presentation of cap by parents!

wooo! the end! =]

congrats to korkor upon graduating from BMTS after 2 months! went to tekong yesterday. LOL. the funny thing was, we were the 1st few to reach and we were the last batch to leave cos korkor was in Z company... like... wakao. we reach at 230 den leave at 7pm sharp. =] kor was handsome sia. LOL. the platoon was so fun.. because i was taking photos. den they were like "whose sister? who sister?" LOL. freaking funny. see them taupok their sergents and friends very funny.

going on cruise tonight. will be back by tml noon. =] hope hope hope it will be fun. haha. i am looking forward to it..

<3 do i stand a chance?

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

early in the morning, 730am, i got woken up by her stupid radio. i went to pee, took out my book to read, hoping to fall back asleep.. 830, she came to my room door and scream my name so loud i could hear under my pillow and woke up just to hear her one stupid question "u all bought this yesterday is it?!" ... wth. she was the one who brought that dumb packet of biscuits home last time lah! and she dare to come to my room and shout for me so loud. i heck and scolded the f word right in front of my younger brother. i wonder what is wrong with her seriously. i didnt even want to open my mouth and talk to her lo... and i bet she dont think she's in the wrong to wake people up like that!

going to meet someone at 2pm later. and i received a sms that there will be CO practise tonight. at first was wondering if i should go. but my idiot younger bro asked something and i said it out. now cannot dont go le. pissed off man.

<3

Sunday, June 8, 2008

one week ever since i updated. due to common test. i really hope i did well. let's see....

first paper was INFA. it was on a saturday. lol. weird. but.. yea. there... i studied it for at least 48 hours(not continuously) ... practise practise and more practise.

for paper 1!

paper 2> MIEC. i seriously hope i did okay. i studied hard. i made sure i understand and remembered everything. and i think i kind of did! LOL. but not toally of course... but nvm... =]

for paper 2!

the third paper is ITB. as i said, it is a piece of shit. =x and... yip. marks are all gone~~~

for paper 3!

last paper! statistics. not very confident.. cant be bothered. because it's openbook. so shit...

for paper 4!

i did this... when i am studying ITB. stressed up...

this is what happen when u get too stressed~

end of paper!

sat- met xuanyi and shiwei at cine to watch ironman. i know i wols.. lol. but at least i watched! and all the seats are taken lo!=] or at least most of them. before that was pasta mania! photos are with xuanyi, so will post them next time!

sun- pulau ubin. cycled will my butt/palm/thighs/arms all hurts. the slopes are scary.LOL. homed for dinner... crabs! black paper crabs and chilli crabs! =] and now, slacking, eating tiramisu and updating! =]

<3