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hello, chanwanting♥ here. 22yo this year. a gal who is trying hard to change herself to get a better life..


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Saturday, February 28, 2009


NICOLETTE!


V(^.^)V




darlings <3
innocent faces


my face looks freaking fat. why?! cos they hiding behind me =.=

smiles. (:

JOAN!

ME!


exams is finally over! met joan 1st in the morning to do some market research in clementi. proceeded to city hall to meet another.... 7 ppl.LOL. yea. evelyn, audrey, anna, elisse, nicolette, pan, yong kian, me, joan. 9 of us, sat at mac till noon. did some discussion for the cheers thing. after that walked to suntec and went to arcade. den went to anchorpoint to have lunch with joan and nicolette. cab home after that. wah, seruiysly, i buay tahan d whole taxi ride. so zzz. seriously. she was.. k la. sharing with us about her and her rich bf. to me, mostly boasting. k. only mum and joan will know what i am talking about. reached home, mum drove and send joan home. i was already half aslp at the back seat. den after joan alight, i went to the front sit and really fell aslp. mum say wanna go buy chicken for dinner, den i ask her park the car and get down to buy her own, i slept in the car. with the doors unlocked. dam scary, in the end i lock my own side de =.= ... anyway, got home, and landed on the bed till 730. but kept waking up. 730 dinner, still half aslp. -tv-bathe-tv-phone with jane-msn chat- blog. again, i am slpy.... zz. i dont know why am i so slpy recently. is it cos the exam stress is gone? den can slp properly? i hope so...


*warning: this paragraph is full of crap. i doubt any of u will understand*
brain is so occupied this few days. chats with joan made me think more. about sch, about frens, about him(s). yea, i told her, i dreamt of him(s). dont quite rmb wad happened in my dreams tho. i realise, i changed. my attitude towards him(s) changed. no matter which him i am refering to. i realised my feeling for him isnt real. i realised, to another him, i am just... a passerby maybe. all i can conclude is, i dont wanna be a substitute. not when she's not there, u look for me, when u cant get her, u look for me in order to know where is she. it's... not a very nice feeling. being a great fren isnt easy, as i had found out. towards people who shows their real feeling, i'll do the same, in order to know u better, in order to let me know u better. BUT! have u ever realise, i am being a lil more, just a lil more, better to u, compared to the rest!? i bet, ur answer is no. but even if u do realised, 'big deal?' right?! no one ask me to, but i did it, so i's my own fault, correct? nvm, i am so numb to it. u have the others to help u, to support u, to be there for u, to play with u anyway. invisible crap. yea, me. if i were to disappear from ur life one day, will u ever realise i am gone? i doubt so. it's difficult not to see sometimes, but it is right in front of my eyes, how am i suppose to avoid it!?
(zzz. k, all the lines are like, by it's own. no linked. except for some.)
why is that a person can like another person and yet give hundreds and thousands of excuses and deny the whole fact of liking that another person?!
<3

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

[to be edited]

A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE.

for the wishes, the presents.

Presents- song hua korkor-four leave clover necklace, yong sing korkor-secret. lol, (audrey, evelyn, anna, lee inn, nicolette)- necklace+6 bottle of wishing bottles, grace hp strap+handmade card, jane- big ed, aunt mandy- 2 box pocky+1 box fran, (mum, dad, yong tat)- bracelet, (yew choong, pan)- big tortoise. (:

wishes- audrey, peiyi, wen yi, jane chan, jane ong, nicolette, shiwei , eric, dianzhang, dennis ang, shimin, aunt mandy, janice, lee inn, qiulin, sujia, xuanyi, christine, kimberly, pei rong, valerie, jason, chan lin, yew choong, pan, grace, sean, elisse, yong kian, ian, song hua korkor, yong sing korkor, lynn, aunt patsy, yong tat. (:

did i miss out anyone? if i did, tag me and i'll add ur name in.

<3

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Losing Someone

You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!

Being Alone
Death
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
Disappointment
http://www.gotoquiz.com/what_is_your_true_fear">What is your True Fear?
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quite true. lol.

<3

Thursday, February 19, 2009

sry, i just cant control my tears.

<3

Tuesday, February 17, 2009


my b'day present from jane. name: big ed. (: hey ppl.LOL. enough of soft toy! i dont wan my grandma to throw away my soft toys.


i miss the sea. ): i wanna go back there.

k. exam period. not gonna blog a long post. all the best to everyone in poly who are taking/will be taking the final papers. (: jyjy!

DO YOU UNDERSTAND!?!?! ARGH!

<3

Monday, February 16, 2009

i am so.... tired.... of...

being alone.

i HATE studying! ):
<3

Thursday, February 12, 2009


lim.shi.wei. (:


this is my 199th post and i am here starting my post with her pic. =.= omg, i must be too mad.anyway, yea. met xuanyi, shiwei and renee to study at west coast plaza in the noon. lunched at fish and co. and studying at starbucks. as usual, i cant sit still, moving ard all the time. manage to complete one chapter on blaw. slow speed i know, but, at least i completed. my main purpose was to meet xuanyi and shiwei anyway. =x went to sch to meet joan, chanlin and dennis after that, stayed there for 30 mins den went back home... while walking home, i suddenly rmb. last sat, when i walked ut of my condo to pick joan, i saw this old woman walking in at the pool side. i don't know why, but i smiled at her. and she smiled back. that moment, i was so happy. i was so afraid she didnt smile back. at that moment, thinking back, i realise, how scare i am about being alone. the feeling that haunt me every night, making me so moody while i am at home alone, no msn, no sms, no phone talk. lying alone in my room, i hate this feeling when everyone is busy with their own stuff. not ignoring me on purpose, but the message from my brain is the opposite. causing me to turn into the cold and emotion-less me almost every night.

i remembered he put this on his blog. and i asked him who is the 'you'. he say i ming zhi gu wen. now i hope he will see the one below.

big boy, this is for you. the smile on me is missing sometimes cos of you...

<3

Tuesday, February 10, 2009


Singalongsong (FULL CD Version) - Khalil Fang Da Tong

I wrote this song it's not too long

cos' I've been thinking 'about you

I wrote this song maybe I'm wrong

To be caught up about you

Well I don't know what you think 'bout me

Maybe you think nothing at all

But maybe you could just lie to me

And we could be in love you see

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long

It's when I think about you that I hear songs

And you can singalong maybe if you want to

Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

I wrote this song it's not too long

Cos' I'm the one who loves you

I wrote this song this can't be wrong

I don't wanna smile without you

Well I just want to make you happybut maybe you want nothing at all

and how I wish that you're meant to beforever and a day with me

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too

It's when I think about you that I hear songs

And you can singalong maybe if you want to

Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

In everyway you mean more to me than you'll ever knowgirl I'll do my best to show these words are true

and if you'd like to make a song and be a perfect harmony with me

I'd find the greatest words to sing so we could write our own romance

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long

It's when I think about you that I hear songs

And you can singalong maybe if you want to

Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long

It's when I think about you that I hear songs

And you can singalong maybe if you want to

Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you


Sunday, February 8, 2009

这感觉好可怕,真的真的会让人感到毛骨悚然。
它会故意在你寂寞,在你一个人不知觉的状况下倾略你。
它那会让你一生也忘不掉的攻击法,将会你一生的阴影。
它那会趁你还没搞清楚状况下流眼泪的面具,将会成为你生命里的一个障碍。

我讨厌它。
它却已经无法自拔的陷入了我的生命里。
它没经过我的同意,也没问我肯不肯接受它。
它很霸道,很自私;时不时就来跟我问好。
我却克服不了它,管不了它。

<3

Friday, February 6, 2009

these photos were taken... ytd. (: there u go! lol. ltr complain say i didnt pass to u all.


lol. they say "F4". =/


smiles (:


elisse.evelyn.karin.audrey


me. -fat ):-



i didnt want to talk anymore. if i can shut myself up. irritting stuff. why must it be like that?
you spoil my mood, i'll spoil yours!
<3

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

freaking restless today. lol. didnt get to present dss. so have to do it on thursday. revision is gonne start today. ffa 1st in order to be prepared for thursday graded class work. den to dss for monday's test. den blaw, maec and bmgt. (: here comes the pictures for today! warning! it may not be nice. LOL. dont fall in love with any of my frens~~


LOL. lao ren! kana touched.


lao ren's hand. obviously she dont know how to make a nice heart. LOL. and my eyes are so freaking small.


*shy shy*


lol. this is worse! neh neh~


poke poke poke!


hehehe. dont need pai seh de la~

these are my dss mates!

yong kian, the only guy.


evelyn, my efficient leader.


elisse, the cheerful and ultra high member.


and lastly, drey the lao ren.

me.eve.drey *eye bagssss*

after sch went to mac with joan and nicolette cos joan say nic wanna eat mac. so off we go! lol. fattening ): elisse joined us after a while and i got her to get a balloon! lol.

(:

she's licking it!

hahas.. sry, busy eating my meal.
home. had a hard time teaching cousin her p5 maths. nicolette say i very fierce.LOL. i am not lo. it's her who is nt listening, that's y my tone get stern. played bball for 30 mins to sweat and back home to bathe, blog b4 i start studying. i'm so gonna hack all the modules. they're all gonna die! MUAHAHAHA .lol. okay, ignore me (:
adding on to ytd's post.
thank you elisse for ur wishes on my tagboard.
thank you mama for the big big angbao.
cya!!
<3

Monday, February 2, 2009

jin tian shi zheng yue chu 8. (:

thank you grace for the sms.
thank you lao ren for the birthday song.
thank you nai nai for the wishes, ang bao and a double yolk egg.
thank you mama for the ang bao, tho u very stingy.LOL.
thank you papa for the yummy tiramisu,

i went to temple to pray with joan today. qian shou guan yin, guan yin niang niang. i prayed sincerely, for every family member, for all my friends. stay healthy forever, good results for those who studied hard. (: cos i want everyone to know, i love u.

i promised myself to study very hard. birthday may falls during exam period, but it's a sunday. so maybe just call a few frens to have a meal before i continue my study with joan. it'll be a short, yet memorable meeting. (:

special thanks to evelyn who taught me maec. i got 38/40. (:
special thanks to chanlin who taught me blaw for today's test.
special thanks to joan who is always there for me (: <<>

you are always so so special.

<3


Sunday, February 1, 2009

finally get the cny photos int my laptop. hahas.


sh.wh.wy.wt

<3 jiejie.

full family!
yt.grandpa.grandma.lynn

me.yt.lynn.sh

parents + korkor + didi + me!
hahas. life has been very tiring for me. both mentally and physically. i dont know why. but. yea, feeling tired very early nowadays. exam coming soon. jy everyone (:
visited ah ma and ah gong on chu 3. wish them healthy always.
i am addicted to a song. a very emo song.
<3