♥ the memories ♥

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

sat: when to jurong west tung lok to have buffet ala carte dinner to celebrate grandma's birthday in advance (:

mum and i...

opposite is safti military insitute.

me =x

monday: the last ISP lesson ): 53-04-02

my lovely ISP group mates and cher.

ISP class! T01N (:

today (27/5/09): GRANDMA'S BIRTHDAY!

my lovely grandma =D

lol. the cakes i bought for her.

奶奶，生日快乐！

life is getting more and more tiring. i hope i wont give up any time soon. and as for him... i hope things till be fine soon. school pace is freaking fast. common test is coming in 2 weeks time. this sat is ftt, seriously must pass it. i dont wanna grow up. i wanna stay in sec sch. i dont mind taking o level over and over again in my whole life. i dont wanna face this world of reality for now. till i can accept it one day....

she ask, if i'll accept A if i got B, my answer was, if i am with B, i'll not.

but... will B ever do that? A, dont force me to wait for you outside your school just for your explaination.

Friday, May 22, 2009

thank you darling for staying beside me when i need someone.

sigh.LOL. she got me. yea, for the choco. maybe only she rmbs it with me. ritz sport cornflake chocolate. <3

i love it totally...

i think it'll takes me forever to get the answer i always wanted.

<3

Monday, May 18, 2009

i can only say that i am stupid enough to let the two of you betray me like that... if you two want to spoil our friendship this way, by all means. since you don't want to treasure it, why should i? to say that i am commited into every friendship and realise how untruthful you two are. talking behind my back, laughing at me, teasing me. am i too stupid or what? i had enough. why make thngs so difficult?! just simply cut it off if you want to. not that i care a lot. if it doesnt hurt you, just do it. not like as if you'll care if i get hurt because of you. right?!

~~if only i migrate to a far away land and leave all alone.~~

<3

Friday, May 15, 2009

smiles (:

who can patch this two women back? they dont like each other, and i am stuck in between. ):

monday >> the day i cried

tuesday >> the day i ended sch early, went to swing with darling, went to lot 1 with darling and the 2 guys, went to arcade to have fun.

wednesday >> the super long day in sch till 7

thursday >> car accident day.

today >> FTP(s)+FTE day. and i passed. missed yakult trip. happy + not happy. cos grace also not happy...

dad is going china again soon... hope he'll be fine. and congrats for the promotion (:

i cant stop the tears from falling, we used to be so fine when u walked into my life.

<3

Saturday, May 9, 2009

4th may:

i love love love love this didi. and he is scare of grace~~ LOL.

okay. here comes the photos taken. those about the experiment is not up. no point. hahas. not according to sequence. cos i renamed them. had a great time. i am so in love with my groupmates. =D

spent my day at home. had my precious black chicken soup. had a super nice dinner, thanks to grandma. daddy say it'll be dim sum breakfast tml morning! yipee!!!

HAPPY MAMA'S DAY!

我是孬种，只想逃避。

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

彻底放手

<3

Friday, May 1, 2009

busy for dont know what.lol. didnt update for a few days.

two photos taken last sat... went to watch some perfomance and met elisse coincidentally. =D

elisse and i!

sry, but, i felt super left out. not any of ur fault, but the feel is super obvious. did i made the right choice? i am tired, super tired. not of u. but of myself. y am i making myself so miserable? sigh. i hate home too. things are getting messy, lifeless and hatred fills the air sometimes.

project is getting fun, at least i am motivated to do it. i have to apologise for all the attitude i showed, and being so bossy. i love love love my groupmates! my dear friends and darlings.

if only my sky is still blue...

~~你知不知道，我好爱你。~~