♥ the memories ♥

Monday, March 30, 2009

not wanted
just an accident
extra
not meant to be

all i could do is pretend to be strong and continue living.

<3

Sunday, March 29, 2009

will upload photos soon when i get them from qinfang. (:

anyway, i am back, with bad flu, muscleache and tiredness. hahas. but it's a fruitful trip. i get to know many ppl, i got new frens. hope to see any of them again, especially qinfang. hahas. same NP, so.. higher chance? hahs (:

i told joan, hahas, yea, a lil disappointed. BUT!! THANK YOU DARLING, NICOLETTE, LAOBA AND DENNIS FOR COMING YTD. hahas. not really surprising la. but. very very touched. LOL. and like wad i say, i feel like running away. lol. but really, thank u so much for coming. joan darling, dont wry la. i not lesbian, tho i like to hold ur hand. LOL. and lie on ur shoulder. dennis! lol. lie to me huh. beat u ah. still say wad dont know. in the end in the airport. went to bugis for pasta. slack in kino, went to pray and home we go. LOL. things happened on the bus was freaking funny.

went for body massage and got my MCDONALD!! dam shiok ah! ahahas.
k. i am freaking sian now. so... i go see mahjong! (:

结缘终比结怨好。

<3

Monday, March 23, 2009

it's monday morning now.
ytd.. came to luminous hot spring resort and spa. in... ping dong.today travelling to hua lien. long ride today i heard. was so tired i didnt finish watching my tv show ytd. crap. but i was slping on a king size bed, so.. yea, LOL. cannot blame me. i didnt use the hot spring facility in my room, dam wasted, but nvm, with that auntie with me, do everything also dam no mood. i rather be with either of my grandparents. the tour guide say today gonna be cold! shiok. ahahas. but ard 20 la. so aircon temp lo. =D

ytd went to fuo guang shan. buddha. pray. donated money under my name and my dad's. dinner was.. very nice. hahas. local dishes. get to know a new NP junior, this year year 1. get to know a ex newtowner. LOL. really is very-"ex" la. she is... like, 50+. but she very sociable. LOL. k. cant use the comp for long, need to go and find my grandma parents le.

ohyah! joan!! i played the bball machine le! =x LOL. dam fun. 247. but is cos my grandma was beside me throwing also. den our ball clash, dam no mo qi. =.= but anyway, she find it fun too.LOL. next time we can jio her to play also. HEHE. and it's freaking cheap la! only NT$10 leh. like, 50 cents or lesser lo. hahas, i must find more to play. dam cool la. this hotel has 2 machines here. right.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAO BA! (: stay healthy and happy always.

<3

Sunday, March 22, 2009

hi ppl! i m in my 1st hotel. finished my breakfast and moving off soon to another area.

so.. 1st night, arrival in kaoshiung international airport >> off to dream-mall for dinner. their... meng shi dai guang chang. (: try a few of their local dishes.

erm. the auntie i am sharing a room with is... ermm, quite terrible. rely on ppl so much. cant slp the whole night nvm, in the end i got woken up by her one hour b4 the time setted for my alarm =.= and wad?! she is my relative. sigh, so i am not suppose to complain about her. oh yea, the keyboard here very cool. LOL. i shall take a photo of it and upload all tgt after i come back. (: today is 22nd... so...

happy birthday in advance lao ba! (:

i'll try to be online asap... miss all of u ppl!!!

<3

Saturday, March 21, 2009

one last post before i leave tml noon (: it'll be one full week. i'll sure miss u lots.

<3

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

chan wan ting is a gal who live in her dreamland. there is no such word as ~~REALITY~~ in her world. she dont want to know, neither do she wanna let it interfere her life. because she understands, reality is a cruel thing. she doesnt like it. she dont have the courage to face it, she dont have the skill to handle it.

i finally met kimberly darling again! omg!!! i miss her so much. thank u for the presents and the card (: i love them lots.

my card from her. i love it!!

kim dear <3

she was one of the gal i met thru gz. in sec 1. till now. 6th years of friendship. gal. i love u lots. u are so mature, also there hugging me and comforting me when u are feeling any better also. thank u so much, for ur care, for ur love, for every single thing. friends forever, and yea! i wont forget, 28th march. (:

if i was brave enough to reach out my hand that day on the escalator, will u hold it?

Sunday, March 15, 2009

给你的祝福，
不需要得到你的回应。
只要你过得幸福，
我会把一切都看在眼里。

<3

the second dream, i managed to catch a glimpse.
that's enough. thank u so much.

<3

Saturday, March 14, 2009

a dream which i'll nv forget i think. at least, it's something memorable about you. hahas. (: i miss u. i hope you still rmb me. and i dont want the dream to come true. cos it's just a dream..

<3

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

there is no more peace at home. everyday, there is scolding, yelling at each other. as expected, after his results are released. 3 failure. why is it that i have such brother. some more he failed the main 3 subjects- maths, hcl, eng. wtf? hey! u are only pri5. u can fail like that. how come he hv the face to come back and face us. whose fault is it? mine? his? hers? everyone i suppose. especially me? cos i am his sis? cos i am suppose to teach and go thru his work, check thru his work every single day?! i feel so tired. i hate all the nagging. the other guy is hecking everything. i feel so disgrace. yea, pls, dont tell ppl i am ur sis can?! i dont wanna admit such fact. such an embarrassment. hey, do ur bro and sis at home look like some stupid fucker who doesnt hand in their homework or lie everyday or shout at their teacher or fail their exams and still come home and lie?! wth!? pls la. sry, dont blame me. but i plan to give up on u. on her, on him. the 3 of u. i really cant be bothered le. that's it. i'm living all alone on my own. and i swear, i wont look for any of them for help in the future. i may not be the smartest, but i am the strongest. i dont need to rely on any of u two. and i wont help u two in the future either. dont blame me if i break ties with u two one day. i am really really considering. since u two can be bothered, why should i be a irritant myself.

the love is not more there.

Monday, March 9, 2009

为什么？

难道我就该认命了吗？

我好不甘愿！

为何现实那么残忍？

事实摆在眼前，我还是千万个不愿意去承认。

我只会劝人，自己却没有胆量去用行动证明自己是对的。

觉得自己很窝囊。

有时选择逃避会是个很好的解脱。不是吗？

<3

Sunday, March 8, 2009

O.O cool bo? lol. saw it in taka carpark. =D

Friday, March 6, 2009

here comes most of the pics! unglam-ed taken away. (: enjoy.

full concentration!

muacksss.

girls' world.

ENDEAVOUS!

formal wear!

jump!

scandal! LOL

ah, buay tahan! LOL.

LOL. yea, the only 2 guys in the group.

lao ren~~

i love all of them!

darling!

CEO!

stars (:

k, all up! (: go endeavous!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

this is what i have been doing the whole wed. yea, econs...

credit to lao ren. (:

(: formal wear for presentation today.

my mood is getting from bad to worse day by day as i stay at home. my plans are screwed. i dont know what i am suppose to do...

econs econs and more econs ytd. met evelyn in the evening to edit the presentation thing for today. met up all of them at 9 today in sch, presentation was a success. thanks to everyone (: lots of photos were taken. to be uploaded after kop-ing from audrey's blog. played 'qing ni gen wo zhe yang zuo' ... lol. after that went lunched with evelyn, drey, joan, yk, pan, lee inn, anna. k, we went mad at kfc. peng peng peng, shoot shoot shot! LOL. came home for a while with joan b4 leaving again to go to her gan-ma's hse. went to bbdc to meet shuqing for BTL 1.01 after that. wah, lesson wasnt boring, but, zz, i am slpy. lol. seen a video with all the crashing on a expressway. den boom! and i am wide awake. took mrt with shuqing to clementi and home i came. tml have to go to chan brother with grandparents to pay for taiwan trip. so, my plan is screwed. cos i am suppose to be at simei tml. sigh, nvm. i dont know what is wrong with me also... doubt i'll be online anytime soon.

我讨厌那寂寞的深夜。