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hello, chanwanting♥ here. 22yo this year. a gal who is trying hard to change herself to get a better life..


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Saturday, October 31, 2009

3:32am and here i am typing this crappy post because i dont feel like going back to sleep on this hard and cold floor. there was an accident outside one hour ago. reckless driver =.= but he seems like he had hurt his head. ambulance came too...

last night, we went to mac to have dinner. joan, nicolette, dennis, yongkian and i... we were joking like crap there, we were laughing like nobody's business. we manage to get some words out. but they dont mean a thing. what a nice bonding session. walking in the rain is something i miss so much. be it with him or with her. i saw him in sch today, but i didnt called out to him. i have no idea why either... as usual, he was as caring. as usual, he didnt make it on time. as usual, i cant expect too much from him. times seems to fly so fast, it's already year 2 sem 2 week 2. less den one and a half year more, we'll be stepping out of NP, going different way, moving on a different path. 18 years of like, never once thought i'll survive thru without my friends. from primary to secondary to poly. friends took up at least 70% of my life.

will it be so easy? boy, if u let go that easily, teach me.

<3

Thursday, October 29, 2009

i'm feeling just so wrong...

<3

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

when was the last time i did this? i'm sorry ... but i really dont mean it. she misunderstood me. really.

<3

Sunday, October 25, 2009

this was taken after our dental appointment... :D on the 19th oct.


hmmm... last wed i suppose... cant rmb that clearly. going to the playground for 3 days continuously was so nice. especially with the company of so many different friends.


dad came back from japan this morning! :D happy happy happy.
he bot these caps...

this four packets of crackers are mine :D thanks dad.


this is doreamon's fav! and also mine. :D

we mixed everything cos must give aunt also.

the original packings. nice right! (:

as usual, dad bot all this in the airport. and there is this one which is dam cool.

ABSOLUT VODKA ROCK EDITION!

and and! i saw big big head ultraman at IMM today. :D


if i can choose to let go, who will i let go first?

<3


thanks for killing my dreams and hope...

my one and only memory

<3

Friday, October 23, 2009

can you please come and tell me the truth?

<3

Thursday, October 22, 2009

i really hope that i can go... be it the trip to norway or japan. i really really wanna go...because it's a trip with my whole family. if i dont go, i doubt grandpa will go. den he'll miss the chance again. i dont wanna miss any chance of going oversea with my family. who can help me? ):

i am giving in all my best. cant u tell?

<3

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

maybe you are right. i shouldn't have any expectation...

<3

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

before this important day ends, i wanna wish JOAN TEO SHI HUI a very big

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!

some words no need to be written here, i hope u know wad i am thinking in my heart.

<3

Monday, October 19, 2009

18.10.2009

bugis+iluma for praying and jap teabreak.
bedok for bro's instrument.
changi for grandma's sis' house.
tampines for dinner.

19.10.2009

driving at 8.. emergency braking is fun yet scary. =.=
parking isn't easy.
3 point turn is nicer.
went for dental.
dentist and nurse are quite gentle.
dental fee is very high.
nicolette's expression is dumb. LOL.
katong laksa is shiok.
bai fen bai is hilarious.
tml is school day...

yea, it ended up that way again.

<3

Saturday, October 17, 2009

can you tell me, how am i suppose to solve this problem?

you are no more a reason to cry.

<3

Thursday, October 15, 2009

driving seriously is making me so stress yet so happy. lol. i can be smiling in the car without knowing why. parallel parking + slope = fun and more fun. lol. i wonder how am i gonna park without those poles next time. directional change is difficult. tml is vertical parking.

i wish time flies faster sometimes, when i'll wish for it to stop sometimes. i need my 3 wishes.
1:quietness at home
2:sick family members/friends to recover.
3:msn convo...

tml is the day...

<3

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

he's right, rum n raisin melts faster. lol. because belgian chocolate is not melting that fast.
love haagen daz belgian chocolate
love haagen daz rum n raisin+ belgian chocolate
...

TML IS LAKSA DAY!

<3

Sunday, October 11, 2009

10/10/2009

redhill for mentoring.
home for nap.
jurong east for bro's tuition.
aljunied for language sale.
queensway for mum.
jurong east for bro.
sunset way for cold storage.
home for grandparents.
loyang for praying.
changi for dinner.
east coast park for wind.
home for slp...

11/10/2009
the one, who scolded child for leaving bones in his bowl in the sink, left his bowl on the dining table.
the one, who scolded grandchild for eating only half full early in the morning when he see only breads are available for him, shows ugly face and gives nasty comments when see food she doesnt like.

i seriouly dont know what the fuck is going on in this family these days. and i dont think i wanna really bother. i might just go on working in cheers and stay in school after lessons just to do tutorials. why give a damn when no one is changing for the sake of this family. giving empty promises, showing attitudes, not admiting mistakes.

i am hoping so much for it. really. just a short sms, or a offline msg is enough to solve everything. but i doubt u'll even care. leaving things going on because you'll think that everything will be fine like last time when i'll give in once again and start a convo with you. i was surprised, you actually push the blame back to me that night after 24 hours. okay, maybe to you, i'm the one at fault. but at my part, i'm only informing you as a fren. yea, your reaction is natural. aint mine too?! why is it that you must think that i'm using that tone and it actually offended you so much?! i didnt even mean that. i totally give up you know. no more the me who will always soften and feel guilty after a while just because i myself also push the blame back to me. let's see how things go.

i dreamt that you actually sent me an sms that night.. and i was so freaking happy. but i woke up, fucking sad. cos it was just a dream. and i think i wouldnt mind that much anymore. because i cant even rmb the content in that sms. what does it mean? i'm giving up? on the way to?

Chan Wan Ting, is no longer the girl you know. because i have changed so much during this holiday, you'll see a different me in no time. the laughter is decreasing, but the sadness too. the emotionless, cold Wan Ting. There is only studies in my world, and also some important friends. no more emotional problems on the 'him'-s. no more emotional problems on my family. no more financial problem because of too much spending.

<3

Thursday, October 8, 2009

i'm gonna stay strong and draw myself out of this situation.

cos i have frens there for me too. i'm gonna hang on longer den u do.

<3

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

please please please, get out of my mind!
hope and reality,
what a big different.

好像说我听到回答就走,
却好怕你说了回答就走。

can you understand the fear in me?

<3, i cant do it without you.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

once again,
i am regretting on the decision i made...
thanks a lot huh.

dad, thank you for ur love. it meant a lot to me.

<3

Saturday, October 3, 2009

the words in my diary,
something you wont get to see.
till the day i die...

<3