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hello, chanwanting♥ here. 22yo this year. a gal who is trying hard to change herself to get a better life..


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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LUO ZHI XIANG!!!!!!


LOL. everyone knows it is my hubby's birthday today (take note! is not drey's hubby). lol.



today life saving lesson was super fun!!!!! wooooooo. lol. cher was funny like shit. eric, once again, became our laughing person. lol. anyway, it was cher who was the most funny. lol. about the holes. LOL. laugh like siao! (: and and and, today is the last lesson of cats. yea, and some ppl simply spoilt my mood today. anyway, megabites isnt very nice. like wad yong sing kor said.


cats group mates. we rocks. the gals power! take care, everyone!
gonna study hard!
<3

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JONATHAN CHAN!

lol. yea. and that kind guy! give him present he still tell me he dont like it. argh. anyway, yea. went to school at 830 to have itb tutorial. well, i listened in class today! after that went to library. suppose to be studying de. but then watch can ku wu tai instead. LOL. i DIDNT cry! anyway, it was super nice. hahas. i love luo zhi xiang. i know, a lot of ppl say he cant sing. but he is improving! he cant dance! but he is learning! so what is wrong with you people who said that he cant sing! argh. and! he is more handsome than the other artises. or at least, he is more.. hardworking. (:

after that went to miec tutorial. and someone smart enough to say that there is no tutorial and didnt come.zzz. after that itb lecture. omg. elisse and i went to eat b4 going. den after that elisse fell down. when we are running down the stairs. hope her leg is fine. (: sry elisse. after that was infa lecture. i almost fell aslp. lol. and evelyn kinda poke me with her pen. elisse was sleeping AND listening at the same time. lol. cos she suddenly wake up to take down wad the teacher said de. lol. weird gal. after that went to... library. elisse watch spongebob squarepants and was laughing like nobody's business. LOL. chocs came after that. den they went off at 6. after that 2 gals came and talk to me about god. i wont reject. but, they trying to make me go church. not that i dnot want. but, i cant possibly only go once right?! zzz. nvm .. kathy kana also. i was really listening. and i told them about them the truth about the part where i dont really believe. and. yea. they added me online. on my own laptop. after that i went to CO practice. new song. shiok. left at 930. home, makan a bit, bathe, update. (: elisse say must update happy things. i am happy today. cos my friends made me laugh! (: anyway, i hope our class wont get too scattered next sems. i really hope not. cos this are the new friendship i treasure the most. TA07 rocks!! (:

<3

Monday, July 28, 2008

thinking of you sometimes isnt that bad right?
everytime when i am alone,
when things get quiet.
i dont want to know,
i dont want to find out.
i have so many things to keep me occupied,
until every lonely night.

there is school today... and some freaking calls woke everyone up at 5+. wth. those who dont pick up the call shouldnt be blaming the one who answer it. right?! how come u can just start scolding, saying korkor had said the wrong thing. if u know who the caller is, y not u just pick up the call. i seriuosly dont know wth u are thinking.and i cant be bothered to find out anymore. u wanna make ur own life so miserable, i cant stop u. cos it's you. as long as i am hapy. i am fine with it.

<3

Sunday, July 27, 2008
okay. there goes my memory.

okay. lol. i DIDNT get drunk last night k.. i only drank like... 2 n 1/2 cup of carsblerg or maybe more. but really not alot la. anyway i also not driving. only felt like crying. jane knows y.. jane, i think ur suggestion is good la. it's time. this is the only way to make myself better. my body got super red. felt a lil giddy. but, not to the extend of getting drunk la.

i had enough. i shall go off 1st. tired of updating. (:

<3

Saturday, July 26, 2008


evelyn, anna, me, enci

sry, i am tired. AND! i am studying. not sleeping. just that my eyes too small. and my face is fat. =.= .. dammit.

i am living in a happy world full of friends. i have a split personality if u visit both my blogs. but nvm. all friends shall remain on this blog with me. in this happy world.
smile ppl!because wan ting loves u!

<3

Friday, July 25, 2008
lol. because of u.

hi people!

miss me? i know u do. lol. school is fun. not like home.. everything is going the wrong way. things are getting worse. i dont know. i cant explain. i cant get the things i want. i desire for. i want to stop the time when i am young.. or maybe, i dont even feel like living in this cold and hard place. tho i know ending my life isnt the best solution.

i dont want to, and dont hv the chance to voice out at home. so, very sry, my friends for.. grumbbling so much in sch.. i shall, stop. okay. i will. just shut my mouth up and not irritate all of u with my problem. like wad he did last time.

i am not updating my daily life now. cos.. it sucks. tho i am trying to be fine and adaptable to this kinda life.

if this is wad u are thinking, i cant stop u from doing so.

<3

Wednesday, July 23, 2008
thank you!

THANK YOU my CATS projectmates for making my cry a few mins ago!

thank you ANQI,GRACE,MEIYI AND PEIYU!

i know i can be very emo sometimes(same as grace) but!!! u all are so kindand understand, leaving me alone because u all know all i need is peace and milo. hahas. i am so glad to have all of u as projectmates. i love anqi's hse/mama/efficiency. i love meiyi's leadership/ patience. i love peiyu's effectiveness/ straightforward. i love grace's face/ responsibile attitude. in short, i love everyone's everything! better? thanks for tolerating all my suan-ing. lol. u all were real fun to work with. and there is it, our presentation. it's over. (: we did a very good job, presenting, getting info, filming and actting our 5 critirea. we might not be, or most likely wont be, in the same class anymore. this is a good memory. a very nice one to think back and refresh our mind. rmb, miss me!! i'll miss all of u! (: cheers!

<3

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

i screwed up my infa test. fuck up. but.. thanks elisse. (: u really made me feel better. thank you. we shall pia!!!!!

i have nothing much to type. just that.. my family is not that nice now. i had enough of it. i only want jiejie.

<3

Monday, July 21, 2008



E4/1'07 , i miss all of u! really. ):



my loves one. sry if ur photo is not in there! seriously not enough space for everyone.



i suddenly miss e4/1 a lot. the times we have parties in class. the times we talked about our dirty joke. the times we copy homework in the morning. the times we play cards in class, the times we have lessons noisily with lots and questions. the times we rush for recess. the times we suan the teachers. the times we spent tgt in the same class for 2-4 years. friends! i miss all of you! i love all of u! e4/1'07 rocks forever.



lol. i am a... emotional. for no reason. AND i miss my spicy tomyam!!

<3


i activated my 1st blog. www.urruiningme.blogspot.com (:

<3


yea, kill me man. i am dying of heart attack.

monday: bcomm presentation
tuesday: infa test
wednesday: cats presentation
thursday: only rest day
friday: itb presentation

freak man. i feel so stress up now... ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to go home!!

<3

Saturday, July 19, 2008


i love this photo!! anqi and meiyi edited for me. thanks!! we are the girls power. haha.

grace! my another dear dear. she is the forever 妈妈桑 in my heart!

went to anqi's house today, 2 words-super big. lol. 5 storey high. i have lots of photos with meiyi cos i was taking random shots today. lots and lots of them, but grace went off early, so most of them dont have her. super sad de lo. we manage to complete almost all our cats project stuff today. (: hurray! and i got to know more about my cats classmate. was at anqi's house since 920am. all the way to 430pm. super long day. i was having cramp. crap. her mum very nice!!! her nephew also very cute. hahas. we did our ppt, video, and wahaha, everything was so fun. someone said my korkor handsome. lol. anyway, yea. after that went to northpoint walk walk with meiyi and peiyu. den went home! we were super high. a pity that grace have to leave earlier to work. grace!!! argh! lol. my friends' names are in orange!

i shall try to complete my bcomm speech by tonight. freak man.

<3,wo>

Friday, July 18, 2008


lao jie. hahas. she is not very lao la.. =x

chocs and i.

this is for evelyn. hahas. taken by our cheerful elisse.

group photo! jie, me, nicolette, evelyn, birthday girl elisse!!!

this is the 3rd time i am posting for today. omg. anyway, it's cos i want to upload some photos la. so that the gals can get them. (: we went to bukit timah plaza de pizza to makan ... to celebrate elisse's b'day in advance. i was feeding jie all the way. her hands were perfectly clean i suppose. lol. of cos, we didnt make her pay.lol. should make her pay everything. we had a great time, tho all of us were squeezing on the sofa. lol. i cant rmb who suggested it... anyway, i had my fav sweet 'n' spicy drumlet. hehes. though i only ate one la... after that went back to school to complete miec. left school at 7 with nicolette. home. pop! on the bed. =x den got scolded for lying on the bed b4 bathing.

anyway, i've changed my blogskin. i hope it looks okay. and, it is meant for no one... not even him. cos he and i didnt even hold hands. lol. anyway, i changed it for fun la.. to see if i really know how to change. terrible though, it took me quite a long time.. but i manage to change it. (:

<3,>



bangalah and i!

stacko!

aud,nicole,eve,banga,me! (not in order)

lol. we were playing in the toilet b4 going to ITB. yea, this is my gang of friends. (: lee inn mia tho.. they always make my day in sch. hahas. gonna eat at pizza hut later to celebrate elisse's birthday... we shall treat her.

wad is happening to me? did i really fall for him? i told myself to concentate on my studies didnt i?! chan wan ting! c'mon. back to reality! but i think i really like u. sigh...

<3, never the same as before.

100th!!!

this is the 100th post! thank you shiwei, xuanyi and yew choong for chatting with me online/sms last night.and, shiwei, dont have to help him pass message. and to mention, the previous post wasnt post by me. (: it was chocs.

grandma is on the operation desk now. but i know she'll be fine. because it is a minor operation only. grandpa, mum, dad, uncle followed her to the hospital. and she'll be home by noon, very healthy-ly. she freaked me out this morning.

they went out early. at ard 630. didi went out at 640. korkor went out at 745. i went out at 820. and so, everyone isn't at home now. hahas. i have nothing much to say. but!!! elisse's b'day is coming. (:

<3

Thursday, July 17, 2008




yeah. This is the picture I drew long time ago. several months ago. Nice right?
His name is Chaddy.

Wanted to be a cartoon designer when I was young and see what am i doing now.... sianz.....
byebye
Written by: Chocs.5

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

shit, grandma is sick. ): very sick.. i think she kinda scare my bro when she said she's gonna die soon. i actted calm. but... i am still worried, u really hope nothing goes wrong. she weak since dont know when. but... she's gonna live long! she is!

it's lesson time. see you.

<3, grandma, jia you! ):

Sunday, July 13, 2008

i didnt go to ah ma's hse today! instead, i stayed at home to study till evening before proceeding to bowling. (: a nice day spent.

<3, i love everything in my life. especially u!


friday was a busy day. as usual, school starts at 9am. lecture tutorial lecture. ended school at 4pm. (: went to library to have cup noodle with nicolette and elisse and yk. and i cut my thumb. zz. kim alex and someone else came and we met up for a while. all of them applied for dpa. (: so jealous la. kim actually applied for some child physchology stuff. wakao! lol. all the best kim. after that went to dover to meet shiwei. something embarrassing happened. nvm. let's skip that part. hahas. all the way to orchard to meet xuanyi and to taka to meet jianyao dennis lyn bryanlong and munkeong. ae at breeks. the food wasnt that bad. but.. hehes. i made dennis paid $30 when he only spend less than $20. sorry! lol. but i like snatching money from him. after that we walked to wheelock place's starbuck and actually sat there for 20 mins without buying anything. =x and left at ard 910.(: home at 10+ ...

sat(ytd).. was trying to fix elisse's blog. but seems that blogger is dying on me. sadly. sis called to ask me out. but i had something on. so i called meiyi to try to rearrange the time. and what?! she was at a place where our interview can be done.=.= ... daddy drove me all the way there. and we started the interview while sis went to watch hellboy with her og mates. after that i went to meet them at J8.i was hungry.. and i walked here there everywhere. waited for 1 hours ++ ... and they finally came out. sis marcus michelle. 3 of them. suppose to have another guy called melvin(marcus's bro) but he went off to meet his friends. anyway, we proceeded to swensen's to have our dinner. i was too hungry that i dont feel the hungriness anymore. had curry chicken bake rice. the rice was super nice cos it was extremely hot! (: sis got her fish and chip, marcus with grilled fish sambal and michelle with some mega burger(really is mega). sis paid for me. THANK YOU!! muacks! and congrats! hahas.went home by train with sis after that.. home at 1030. (:

today.. planning to visit ah ma. cos havent see her for a long time. or at least the past 2-3 weeks. and study at her place.. jia you!

<3, go wan ting go!

Thursday, July 10, 2008

CHEE CHYE!!!! I WANT MY BOOK!! lol.

<3




yo people! is life getting better? i have been laughing a lot recently. and yes! i did all my tutorials! yipee! and today's infa was fun as usual, though i was very very very sleepy because i slept at 2am last night. doing bcomm and infa. but! i was very happy. because tina chen said that my report was not bad. hahas. not much mistakes. grace! i did it! (:

it is raining here once again. i hate it when it starts raining in the evening. make me so emo.. listen to the sound of the raindrops hitting my window.my thoughts are in a mess. my grandma's screaming is killing my happy mood cells.

i shall stop here and update a few days later k? (:

<3, i miss everyone! cos all of u rocks!

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

i am happy with life now. thanks friends for trying to kai dao me. i know it wasnt easy. i apologise. but really. xiang tong le jiu shi bu yi yang. (: i am free!!!! free from everything.

你信不信我会杀了你?哈哈。

<3, what is the definition of love?


hahas. i love school. i love my classmates. i love my friends. i love my life. i love you.

<3

Thursday, July 3, 2008
believe me, will you?

yes, i hate you.you are a jerk, a sucker, fucker. no one likes you. no one want to co-operate with u. you think you can threaten me?! far shit man. wait till u are old u also dont have the right. i admit i dont have the ability. big deal?! i am still better than u in so many ways. even attitude wise. fuck off far from my life or i'll make ur life miserable!

lol. was chatting with the girls just now during lunch break. what were we talking about?! PORN. lol. and there was this donation going on, where guys donate $2, they give you a condom. gals will hv some badge stuff about safe sex. and yea, the girls gave it to me LOL.like.. wth, i dont need that. (: they made me laugh. for that moment when we chat. but after that, i am back to the usual me. without a smile, without a shit. i have friends, i really have. who can bear to see me die?! lol. okay. i am mad now. believe me, will you?

i dreamt of him lsat night, replying me on msn. chatting with me. and i got touched, i almost cried. i got so excited, i want to tell him every single thing in my life. but that was online. i woke up and realised it was just a dream. disappointing. i went to sch... thinking back what he replied. how i wish it is real. but i know it will never happen. right boy? wo jiu zhe yang shi qu le yi ke hao peng you. it is so difficult for me to find a real friend. but it is lose so easily. i regreted. but u ignore my apologies. i have nothing which i can do..sigh.. i really hope my wish will come true one day.

<3, !!!! i missssss you.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHEE CHYE!

so thick skin, come and tell me it's ur birthday. okok, i owe you a meal. return u the meal after you get me my book. wahaha. lol. (: have a happy day!

from ur friend,
chan wan ting.

<3