♥ the memories ♥

Friday, April 29, 2011

happiness..

yes, i have been making my own life miserable.

has been rather nasty and mean.

i was emo, i was in a bad mood, i didn't control my emotions correctly.

it seems like it always happen to me.

'it is my fault', 'i'm changing', 'i've to change', 'i'm happier' all these are lies.

i didn't learn to appreciate, that i was given the chance to extend, though it was admin work.

i didn't learn to appreciate, that i had two interns with me for internship, i think i really irritate them sometimes with my temper and emo-ness.

i thought trust is there, but it seems like i was wrong.

ya, my own stupidness to believe that i can tell you things.

did i mention?

actually i am not worried about leaving a bad impression in you.

because if i continue on being good,

i wont know how to face you.

i have to plan and think of my every movements,

every words i wanna speak.

thats so not me.

maybe when i leave and vanish from your life, u will feel a lot a lot better.

words i can't speak, i tot you can read my mind.

actions i did, i tot you can see through it.

nvm, things will over soon.

at least from my point of view. (:

and i hope you will remain happy forever.

worried, very stress.

will the SIM UOL letter ever come?

they mentioned at least one month before lesson starts.. if bridging programme starts in June, shouldn't i be receiving my letter soon?

gave myself a few options..

still have to check on a few private schools like infomatics.

ACCA? some other plans?

i need to be clearer of my future..

leaving 'guys' out of my mind..

being more specific, relationship.

cos i am not worth the time of any guys now,

not that i got any guys wooing me anyway..

getting over you,

i want to, i need to. (:

and my promise to you,

that i wont mention anything about it again.

thanks, for being honest,

but if you ever change your mind,

remember to hint me and let me know about it ,

so that i can again put in my effort and leave no regret.

time to click out with friends more. (:

Sunday, April 24, 2011

陳潔儀 - 兄妹

Saturday, April 23, 2011

taiwan trip..

with all the beautiful memories,

i want to thank everyone..

yongkian: for staying up late with me so many night, for accommodating my timing because i am always so sleepy, for trusting me when i lost confidence in myself, for being patience with me when i lose my temper.

joan: for bathing with me almost every night, for waiting for me to wake up to bathe that night when i fell sleep, for staying beside me when i didnt feel right.

nicolette: for being so enthu about asking me whats wrong that day, for being so tolerance though ur feet were pain.

elisse: for being so enthu, especially when we are in leofoo and night markets. for making us so in love with spongebob.

mingxuan: for helping when i was there without yongkian's help. for reducing my burden in travelling and plannings there.

gregory: for ur positive attitude and all the encouragements, even after we came back.

THANK YOU!

dont worry, i'm changing.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

ask, and there is no regret?

not necessary..

ignore, and enjoy life as it is?

is that really 'enjoy'?

whats life with all these choices?

why must we keep making decisions?

since there is no right or wrong, only 'regret' exist..

since it's only a matter of time, why waste the time thinking?

but if no decision was made, how do we know which is the correct path?

Saturday, April 2, 2011

finally

thanks, it's time to move on..