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hello, chanwanting♥ here. 22yo this year. a gal who is trying hard to change herself to get a better life..


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Tuesday, August 23, 2011

textaphrenia- thinking you have heard or felt a new text message vibration when there's actually no message at all.

i feel this very often.

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Sunday, August 14, 2011
karma

The shortest explanation of karma that I know is: 'you get what you give'.
In other words; whatever you do intentionally to others, a similar thing will happen to yourself in the future.
is it true? how many of you do really believe in it?

Aokigahara- the forest at the foot of Mount Fuji, also known as suicide forest.
people go there, to commit suicide, or when they are finding the answer to whether they should end their life. looking at it, a lot of things go through my mind. with this tough training at home, people getting pissed off, people showing black faces, people screaming at each other. why did i always keep quiet after answering back one line? feeling guilty? but keeping silence is already half the battle lose. but shouting back is another problem. commiting suicide doesnt help. commiting suicide makes those around you suffer. no idea if you can see after you have died. soul lingering around ur death area, seeing people crying for you. wont you feel guilty? wont you wanna say sorry? for causing ppl's misery, for causing people to tear.

WARNING: YOU MAY FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE AFTER LOOKING AT THE PHOTOS. WATCH OUT.









death is not the one and only choice.. thank hard, think long, make the right choice, when u have a clear mind. keep positive, smile, you will realise, the world isn't actually that bad.

SMILE :D

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Wednesday, August 10, 2011
i'm still here, waiting...

please let me know when you change your mind

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Sunday, August 7, 2011
walking through.

Lets see!
Went for a jon interview for the position of a marketing admin on thursday. nah, not very well done. because i wasnt well prepared. i managed to get all my documents needed, but my interviewer ended up telling me that he doesn't need them. haha. thanks lor Mister. low chance of getting in, but i really like the experience and the chance to go through a real interview. rushed home after that, took the car key and speed to clementi. waited for grandma, ntuc-ed and went over to da ben dan's house to get my scrub.
Friday, a busy day! harbourfront seoul garden with PSA peeps. chiong to NTSS to return MrGoh books and lastly, Lot 1. for the preparation of elisse's belated bday celebration. some photos, the sincere notes, the hardwork, the effort, the fun (: ended with the laughter and happiness. thanks chanlin for walking me home.thanks joan for the help in the rush, thanks nicolette and elisse for the assurance in this friendship, thanks greg and mingxuan for helping.
caught HP7 on saturday.. like, finally. 4 tickets for the price of 3. wee~ haha. but it isn't nice having a bad headache and a bad rest after that. couldnt really sleep well these few nights, didnt even eat well. ate med twice, but shd be going fine. right?
things at home are getting more and more irritating and complicated. tolerance level near zero. it's so damn tiring. not like i want to nag or rant, but i think i might just explode and commit suicide some day. haha. nah, maybe i wont.. at most only go mad.
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