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hello, chanwanting♥ here. 22yo this year. a gal who is trying hard to change herself to get a better life..


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Wednesday, April 30, 2008





photos taken yesterday .... at KAP mac obvioussly... =D

ok.. today...kana drag to sch at 1030 to discuss the CATS project with grace and meiyi. ok. i was quite relactant actually. lol. but bo bian. lesson starts at 1. after that was swimming!!! lol. ok. the teacher said i can swim. so i learn side stroke and back stroke for life saving. after swimming, 脚软。LOL. i was sitting on the floor after i came out of the pool. ok. the people there quite nice too.6 laps of freestyle kicking, 6 laps of freestyle, 6 laps of breast-stroke, 8 laps of backstroke (life-saving), 8 laps of side stroke (life-saving). the end! lol. 1 hour... shower and came home. didn't bring wallet to school today, so only managed to borrow $1.50 from grace to buy a cup of milo for lunch. and thanks meiyi for the small slice of cake.. hehes. so tired~~ going out for dinner soon! and once again, korkor is back! i love shiwei and xuanyi and jane!!!

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Tuesday, April 29, 2008



elisse and i... yes, elisse speaks chinese. =D she is a nice girl. was with her the whole day today. went to NP at 10 to discuss PBL. LOL. we went to book a room with the name herzberg. after that went for MIEC tutorial in 56-06-0008. ended early, so liying, elisse, evelyn and i went to KAP to makan mac.cam-whore there. back to school for infa lecture. maybe changing permenantly le. which means i can end sch one hour earlier on friday. =D walked with elisse to the bus stop and waited for the bus with her... lol. in the end her bus still didn't come. yay!!! swimming lesson tml! finally. i m so looking forward to it. lol! i want to swim! very long didn't swim le leh!! ok.. shall update more tml... bye!

<3

Sunday, April 27, 2008


photo taken on the bus yesterday with jane.
met her at TM. and went to pizza hut for lunch. okay, all i can say is, their service are sucky! what are the best at? ans: ignoring people. WOW! lol. jane wanted to complain, but as expected, that idiot manager walked away again like as if we were transparent. before that when we wanted to go in, no one came to bring us to our seats, instead, we walked in ourselves and found a place to sit. LOL. had fun chatting. went to TJC to watch their auroraXII performance. april's performance rocks! lol. 4 months of practise and she was sitting at the 1st row. =D april! jia you! lol. jane and i went off during the interval because april's performance is over.LOL. mad gals there. went to look for my parents after that at millenium walk. korkor's hair is sooooo cool man! lol. sent uncle andy back to the hotel, sent qiu lin home and then finally! my turn to go home.lol.so tired when i reached home because i only slept for 4 hours that previous night.

today.... woke up at 830. started to help my dad. LOL. he was playing with the positions of the furniture. shifting them here and there. then i have to help him. mum and bros went to the market. went to ah ma's hse in the noon and back in the evening. dinnered and TRIED studying. end up chatting online. going to shower now!! bye!!!

<3

Saturday, April 26, 2008

i got the answer to this question : will eating excess panadol kill a person like eating excess sleeping pill? xuanyi and shiwei say yes...ok. but i heard from somewhere else that eating excess wouldn't necessary kills a person. i mean, yea, if you ate enough la. but then for some people, it only cause them more misery because they will start puking, then have to be sent to the hospital to 洗胃. which will make the person weak. after 48 hours, side effects will start to happen, like sore appear, skin turns yellowish, stomach will always feel blosted, in the end, it will be like waiting for death on the hospital bed. of course, i won't do such thing. the fastest way to die will be jumping of a tall building. but! i scare of height! cutting wrist is painful.anymore?! don't ask me why i didn't type swallow excess sleeping pills! the reason is simple. because i cant get hold of any sleeping pills. yip. no worries. i have no thoughts about commiting suicide now. but i cant confirm i won't next time. especially when things are going the wrong way like now.

had a heart to heart chat with kim last night. i have to admit i am not like her. she is so simple-minded. her purpose of being close to people is because she wants more friends and care for them.most of us have uterior motive, be it if it is making friends or whatever.yea, thinking of the best for ourselves, using the others to reach our goal.除非你自己有想过要设计别人,不然你不会怀疑别人会不会用同样的招式设计你。can understand? i cant say much. most contents are secret. confidential.

yes, i rather believe what kim and shiwei told me:maybe he just want time on his own. ok. i shall not irritate you anymore.and please, dont appear in my dream anymore. so torturing. broken friendship. spoilt by me. 被我亲手毁了!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOHN TAN! =)

<3, shattered mirror pieces, unable to fix back anymore.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

boo boo boo. i think my fever is coming back. lol. because i am shivering!!! brrrr... cold wind blowing into my room. headache still here. throat itchy. so irritating. den during bcomm tutorial the teacher still make me ans qn. korkor just call back! today so early.lol. he's back tml! chee chye, rmb hor, urs is departure, not arrival. xp. bye! i am a accountant preparing for an interview next next week!

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yea, i am only coming to update this blog because... i don't feel like updating the other blog anymore... maybe one day, if things get better... =( in school, putting up fake smile sometimes. could only laugh when i am watching bai fen bai or chatting with shi wei only. still having cough, and the medicine really sucks like shit, but my throat is seriously dying... lessons are starting. so... c ya people!

<3

Friday, April 18, 2008

yup. this is it! i dont know. but you broke your promise. you probably don't know i am refering to you bax. i used so many excuses to stop myself from thinking already ... but it isn't that easy.damn you la. go bang wall can?! idiot freak!

<3, because of you.

Monday, April 14, 2008

=)

i am so glad that everything is fine...
read my mind...

peaceful life is something i want to have desperately. but it was never easy to find or get. why? because no one will ever me statisfied with what they are having or what they are doing right at this moment. in a good way, it is striving for the better. in a bad way, it is greediness.right? but if you don't take one step further, you will never know if you can do better or you might even just fail and loss everything you have. life is complicated, too complicated for anyone to understand it completely.

<3... =)

Saturday, April 12, 2008

i don't want to care anymore! i heck, i dun give a fucking care. it is totally up to you. i only want shi wei.LOL. no, i won't feel anything.

<3

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

i m quite confirm that no one will come to this blog. so i shall emo more here. cos i m super emo now. and yes, just like what i told shi wei, i dun give a fcuking care anymore! *sigh*

<3. NEVER!

Sunday, April 6, 2008

i feel that i am going to miss him so so so much. how?! who can help me?! i don't want him to leave. but he have to. and it is only for a short 2 weeks!! i don't know what i am so scare or sad about. am i dumb or what?! okay.actually two weeks isn't very short to me. his 5 days HK trip last year was long too. and yes, i cried when he left to go to the airport. i dare not send him off.so shit hell, i sound so weak, like a little girl.i know and i think you won't miss me. because you have someone more important in your mind and heart i suppose? depressing, but a cruel fact i have to face everyday. i bet you seriously want to go into ns because of the mess and chaos at home everyday, in fact, every morning. i know it irritates you a lot. i know you simply want to get away from such family. now is your chance. but i am sure, you will miss those noises.................................

<3

Friday, April 4, 2008

fuck you!

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

other den shi wei and jane, i sms no other people this few days. ask me why? because someone's phone was taken away.zzz. shi wei was asking me to call his house. but too bad, i don't dare to.even if i call, what am i suppose to say? if u read this post, tell me.but i have no idea when will you be reading this post.i don't see you online also. hey, in case you are here, i have library books to return again, by the end of next week. sms if you are able to join me one day.

emo-ing this few days. mood changes fast and i have no idea what to do every single day.slack lag rot at home with my korkor. the pasta he cooked tasted very nice! had a few mouth before leaving my house yesterday. and i waited for the damn 74 for 20 minutes. almost scream at the driver la... anyway, don't talk about yesterday already.lol. all i remebered was shiwei went high high high. and she say if i am low, she also low with me, cos tong gan gong ku. but shiwei, it's ok. as long as you you fu tong xiang, i'll be very happy. the 'you nan tong dang' part don't need. k? xie xie ni. always get bombarded by me. i feel so glad i got lots of friends around me. shi wei, xuanyi, pei rong ...... all so willing to listen to me everytime. but it is not easy to find any of you at those times when i needed you all the most. lol. can't blame you all, can only blame myself.

先不要学会可惜,才懂得去珍惜! i don't want to lose anyone important to me.

i will learn, to be strong and be dependent. not to rely on anyone. not to let anyone worry about me. never let anyone notice the weaker side of me. NEVER!

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