♥ the memories ♥

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

dead...

very dead...

let me say thank you to some people, for always being there for me.

joan darling, my one and only darling in poly.

xuanyi darling, my one and only darling in sec sch.
jane, my best budx in sec sch.
maggie lin, my sweetheart.
elynn, my ai ren.
nicolette, my 'ah let ah' and 'ah ting ah'.
elisse, my truthful friend.
chanlin, my laoba.
yewchooong, my noobest friend.
dianzhang, my dao-est friend.
*will edit if i miss out anyone*

Monday, January 25, 2010

because you broke your promise...

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Friday, January 22, 2010

It’s when I thought I’ve forgotten,

When you appear in front of me once again.

No courage to look into your eyes,

When you chose to stare into mine.

Once again, you appear in my dream.

Giving me just what I wanted.

It hurts more when I wake up.

Facing the fact that it’s not in reality.

If you dare,

And if you want,

Tell me straight in my face.

爱，只有简单笔画，却比想象复杂。。

我在等一个人，在等我的永恒，

告诉我爱不单行，相信他。。。

Thursday, January 21, 2010

life at home is so fucked up.
how much more can i complain.

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Tuesday, January 19, 2010

i know how much it hurts,
so i change and try to control as much as possible not to do it again.
but end up,
you are the one doing it to me...

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Sunday, January 17, 2010

till after your NS...

tell me if i am making the right choice please.

emotionally unstable.

mentally tired.

easily irritated.

crazily crying.

gimme the cure.

throw me the medicine.

dump me in the coffin.

burn me off.

and i'll shut up forever.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

~~cos i cried like a fucking retarded idiot on my way home.~~

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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

not doing it on purpose, but the urge just came.
i asked for a reason, but i got no reply about it yet.
maybe it was cos i fall aslp.

that feel was so strong today.
alcohol seriously makes a person braver.
but that was the reaction i got.
it hurts.

unable to concentrate on studies,
i chose to hide out.
in a place where smiles can be found,
at least in myself.

so who can tell me why
am i still feeling so empty and lost.
when i seems to be filled with laughters.

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Friday, January 8, 2010

the disappointment was so strong,
but i am not sure if you can feel it.
maybe cos we understand,
things do not need to be stated so clearly.
but how come,
you dont seems to be affected by it.
or is it that you simply can't be bothered about it?
i must say, that few moments,
i was so happy for you.
but the disappointment came so strongly,
it covered over.
so can i know,
what are u thinking about?

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Friday, January 1, 2010

i swear i wont leave things ending this way..

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HAPPY 2010!!

may i wish all of you ...

1) stay healthy
2) stay happy
3) stay active
4) earn more money
5) get better results.

wishing you a great year ahead!

Chan Wan Ting

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