♥ the memories ♥

Saturday, February 27, 2010

the puzzle is freaking exp!!!

i spent on:
- puzzle ($125, but bro is chipping in some money)
- SNSD Oh! album ($25, but i gave the card and poster to dian zhang)
- arcade ($20, but elisse paid me $4 back already. the rest no need pay pls (: my treat)
- jap buffet ($22, but thank you darling. she paid for me)
- transportation ($3+, in a day)

total : $173! (excluding the $22)

i am going to spend on:
- LZX's album (at least $20?)
- earpiece ($85?)
- JAP food!(minimum $30?)
- facial ($38)
- kbox with joy ($20)

total: $193 =.=

that's dam scary....

only solution is to work.. crap. i thought holiday can rest.. must go job hunt already.

Thank you people for that fun day yesterday.. but all of us were so tired. we'll be out to have fun again soon k? movie, sing, picnic, play, slack, eat, fly kite.. many many more. with poly clique, with sec sch clique, with many other friends...

Holiday = reflecting time.

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Thursday, February 25, 2010

it's making me very emotional....

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Monday, February 22, 2010

this is from grace:

this is from nic:

she say she is drawing one more nicer one for me. but this one already very niceee. :D

Thank you to those who wished me!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! :D

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Sunday, February 21, 2010

i saw ur sms,
so i went to slp.

the moment i saw another sms,
after that hour of slp,
my excitment and eagerness crashed right to the bottom...

no,
u promised nothing,
it has nothing got to do with you.
it was just me,
putting in too much hope.

<3

~~fyi, ily..~~

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Saturday, February 20, 2010

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, KOR!

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Thursday, February 18, 2010

i decided not to step further anymore.
i decided not to take inistive anymore.
i decided not to look into it anymore.

is this all i can do?

i wonder if u read my blog.
but hey, what's going on?
you sound so contridicting.
i dont know how to stop all this.
and i cant pull myself out of this.
i feel so tired and exhausted.
i wanna cry out loud.
it's the only way i can vent my stress and anger.
but who knows how irritated i get with myself
every single time i feel so pissed with myself unable to solve all the problems i have.

it dont seems like a problem to others.
so who can i look for at this very moment?

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Saturday, February 13, 2010

let me try to pull myself up.
in order to not disappoint u.
but if after cny,
and there is no improvement,
i am gonna cling to u.

darling.

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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

我踏进了赌场，
在一桌下了赌注。
筹码是“爱情”，
靠的运气叫“缘分”，
发牌的人叫“时间”，
公布成绩的是“他”。

三年后，
成绩将会揭晓。
会赢或输，
所有控制都不会属于我。

时间将见证一切，
如果始终还是输了，
那也证明，
这一切从一开始根本就不属于我。

我已经豁出去了！！

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Tuesday, February 9, 2010

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate youi hate youi hate you i hate youi hate youi hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate youi hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate youi hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate youi hate you

i hate you all!

Friday, February 5, 2010

朋友，
不能太常在一起，
却从来形影不离。

朋友，
不常见面，
思念和珍惜将会加深很多。

朋友，
见面不讲话就罢了，
但那不知所措，
真的很可怕。

多想知道原因，
但却为了维持友谊，
我必须很小心，
深怕伤害了你的心，
割出一个永远补不回去的痕。

如果，
我不懂得珍惜，
那请你教教我。
那一直因为你，
而胡思乱想，
而感到恐惧，
而不知所措的我。

在夜里，
深怕你生气到睡不着，
深怕你哭得满脸都花了，
深怕你会永远不再理我，
深怕你对我的关心就这么消失了。

我没怎样，
只想得到你的注意。
想在某一些时间，
得到你的关注。

可能是我的占有欲太强了吧。
所以，短短的两个月，
我将会慢慢的改变。
改成如何，
我们到时候再来见证一番。

对不起，谢谢。
因为你，
我看破，也学了很多事。
希望我的成长，会慢慢改变这一切。

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