emo...

hi! went to jane's house to find her and see the lion dance. =) super loud sia. den mj mj a bit.lol her two bro super slow player. cos they still learning. i not pro. but at least i know how to play the basic things. lunched downstair with jane den slack in her room, playing psp. short and fun day. but then after that on my way home, i turn emo..zzz. dam shit de lo. den dun wan reply anyone. so phone is off-ed. came home. take a bottle of barcardi rum to drink.zzz. den daddy gave me two bananas to eat. now still super full. everyone eat dinner le. except me.lol. having flu... cos on the aircon.so now keep sneezing...

was tidying my drawer a few days ago. found this letter which my fren wrote to me when we were pri 4(i think) den read.'you are good on the outside but bad in the inside'... she thinks that i don't understand. but gal, i understood at that moment. yea, shd i rite ur name here? dun think so. cos a lot of ppl know u oso. i wun criticise u back, cos it's kinda useless. we used to mix in 4. i rmb the other two was trying to break us up and keep persuading me to join their group. but i stand by you. am i really that bad a friend? actually i dun think so u know. i'm not here to praise myself. but at least i know, i dun betray my friends! and guess wad?! we ended up in the same sec sch. but lucky, different class. and the ppl u mix with are ppl i dun mix with tho i know them oso. in my impression, you are always a arrogant gal. or ahd i put it in a nice way? confident person? i have no idea either. cos i simply dunno u as well as i should. seriously, i carn believe in friendship yet. i'm not throwing away that letter yet. it's still lying nicely in my drawer with my other letters.

missing him a lot a lot. lol. sch again tml!!! till 415!! =( i'm dying!

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