i remembered that i mention someone forgetting my birthday in my post before... forgotten which one though. anyway, he gave me a disappointing answer yesterday when he finally talked to me once again. "birthday is not everything" wth? wow. m i suppose to be glad that he actually bother talking to me after like going missing for one whole month? i don't know. i told him i'm not very happy. and he wrote "i'm sorry i forget your birthday" on his msn nic. nah. forget it boy. i told you to change it, didn't i? and u actually changed it immediately. wow. i don't think you'll know about this blog. but even if you really read this, would you mind? you broke your promises also. maybe you dint even realised it. i'm tired of starting a conversation with you. even if i did. it doesn't last. just because you are forever so busy. disappointment. no. i hate that feeling. going to get it out of my mind. it's just so irritating. lol. and to mention that i actually dreamt of you 2 days after my birthday just because i was waiting so eagerly for your sms to pop out in my inbox! and what? i actually felt guilty when you got offline yesterday because i tot it was cause by my words. and you told me it was because the comp is lagging and you got disconnected. shouldn't have called you on the phone... no more boy.i had enough. how i hope i can really just forget you somedays. but you're just so close to me.

<3

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