i got the answer to this question : will eating excess panadol kill a person like eating excess sleeping pill? xuanyi and shiwei say yes...ok. but i heard from somewhere else that eating excess wouldn't necessary kills a person. i mean, yea, if you ate enough la. but then for some people, it only cause them more misery because they will start puking, then have to be sent to the hospital to 洗胃. which will make the person weak. after 48 hours, side effects will start to happen, like sore appear, skin turns yellowish, stomach will always feel blosted, in the end, it will be like waiting for death on the hospital bed. of course, i won't do such thing. the fastest way to die will be jumping of a tall building. but! i scare of height! cutting wrist is painful.anymore?! don't ask me why i didn't type swallow excess sleeping pills! the reason is simple. because i cant get hold of any sleeping pills. yip. no worries. i have no thoughts about commiting suicide now. but i cant confirm i won't next time. especially when things are going the wrong way like now.

had a heart to heart chat with kim last night. i have to admit i am not like her. she is so simple-minded. her purpose of being close to people is because she wants more friends and care for them.most of us have uterior motive, be it if it is making friends or whatever.yea, thinking of the best for ourselves, using the others to reach our goal.除非你自己有想过要设计别人，不然你不会怀疑别人会不会用同样的招式设计你。can understand? i cant say much. most contents are secret. confidential.

yes, i rather believe what kim and shiwei told me:maybe he just want time on his own. ok. i shall not irritate you anymore.and please, dont appear in my dream anymore. so torturing. broken friendship. spoilt by me. 被我亲手毁了！

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOHN TAN! =)

<3, shattered mirror pieces, unable to fix back anymore.

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