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hello, chanwanting♥ here. 22yo this year. a gal who is trying hard to change herself to get a better life..


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Thursday, April 8, 2010
bye 'hellobaby',BCP,ComGI.. hi PGI.

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no more hello baby.. bye SHINee appas, bye yoogeun...

Thoughts
asking for no returns.. people with different backgrounds, opinions, thinking, expressing methods, actions, thoughts... ended up, what everyone thinks tends to get different. at first i thought: if i can think of such thing, why cant u? but now i realise, it is impossible. some things which i wished for, some things which i planned for, it wont always come true, due to the fact that people ard me cant compromise all the time. maybe i spent too much time at home alone, i dont know whether i am over responding, over sensetive or are other people just too busy to even quiet down and start thinking.. kinships and friendships are so fragile. something which i always wanna go near to save it, but always end up backing out due to fear and phobia. so much think about, so little to type. i cant express myself well...

Days spent

6th april 2010: due to the late slping the previous night (actually super early la. i slept at ard 515am), i only managed to woke up 830? cos by right is to meet darling at 930 in school for HOC. end up darling say 10 den meet. so i slowly slowly bathe and eat breakfast before going to fetch her.. both of us was so so so so so slpy.. reached school. went to makan place with darling to try to get empty cans, end up only got like.. 3?! LOL. but i asked from a... lecturer bax. hahas. cute guy. anyway, after that, we decided to proceed to ntuc finest to buy alumium foil and plastic wraps first cos there was nth we can do. and so off i drove, with joan beside me, zhipeng and lihui behind me... darling and i actually went ard asking for empty cans. end up, we managed to get at least 100 back. HAHAHAHA. went back to sch.. spilt into guy and girls to wash those cans.. they seriously stinks when u combine all kind of drinks. dammit. at the very last batch, darling and i saw cockroaches. and out we chiong. LOL. end up zhipeng went in to get those left over clean cans out for us while we guarded the door. we washed very long.. lirong came in to help. and so did lihui (hmmm, wad did she do? i cant rmb. lol) anyway, after that, we were trying to brainstorm until james and some other ppl actually came.. so i decided to leave.. gotta go suntec to get my textbooks, so drove zhipeng there too. ate mac for lunch with darling and home we came! spray paint mum's fan, dirtied the floor, lie on bro's bed and started chatting... usual topics: guys (especially that few people), our own feelings and discussed on what we should actually do. send her to the bus stop and sat there arrange some thoughts after she board her bus... realising, actually i am very scare...

7th april: CHIONG ComGI!!! omg. i didnt even slp properly these few nights, getting short sleeps every now and then thoughout night..

8th april: left hse at 745am. headed towards suntec ... coffee with aunt patsy and off i go to do my revision. BCP isnt that bad.. went back down for a cup of milo. couldnt swallow any food.. went back up to the study room to read up the last chapter for ComGI and try the mock test.. and yes, i failed... the mock paper. lol. freaked me out.. but end up still passed the exam la.. lynn fell sick, end up lunch plan all changed.. was strolling ard alone... from suntec to marina square to parco @ mil walk.. quite cool.. gonna go for the ice cream one day. $3.50 per scoop. $4.80 for 2, $5.20 for 3? bad memory, couldnt rmb well.. the flavours look good tho. haha. but my calpis drink! wahahaha. finally, walked ard yamakawa twice, thinking what to buy. got caramel corn for darling and seaweed for myself. up down up down. twice. cos i forgot need to buy caramel corn. headed back home happily after that. thank you so much that my hardwork didnt went to the drain, i was so super stress. thank you darling for helping me with my mock test papers and thank you shiwei and sweetheart and dennis for ur wishes b4 the paper. glad i didnt disappoint u all. :D

need to chiong PGI soon...

sat: mentoring/ dad's boss's wife's and son's birthday bbq
sun: meeting with freya!!!/ grandpa's birthday dinner gathering.
mon: PGI test.

i want my JAP lunch!!! :D

<3,some things ain't meant to be said out loud.