happiness

what am i suppose to do when i am facing you.
what kind of reaction am i suppose to show.
u saw the expression on my face.
you know that i'm unhappy.
but you chose to ignore my feeling.
you know that i am unset.
but you chose to ignore me.
you dont give a damn about other ppl.
you try to rule the world.
even outsiders who step into your territory.
hinting you once and again.
you catch it. but u heck it.
pray hard that you wont die in pain.
because i know, you wont die in peace.
sincerely hope that you will learn your lesson one day.
that screaming doesnt help
that demanding doesnt help
that ordering doesnt help.
your unreasonable reasoning
your deafening shouting
your mind is only full of you and yourself.
tell me,
how can i cure you?
there is no one in this world who can control you i suppose?
since you are always saying that you are scare of no one.

if only i can get out of this place
if only i can be strong enough
if only i can be brave enough
will you let me go?

i dont give a damn about this family anymore.
keeping quiet is my best way of living.
push me some more,
and the next place you can see me,
will be at my funeral..

<3

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