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hello, chanwanting♥ here. 22yo this year. a gal who is trying hard to change herself to get a better life..


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Saturday, July 3, 2010
big mistake.

since i was an accident,
why didnt you just let go of me 19 years ago.
i rather i dont exist.
giving lesser problems at home
facing lesser problems at home
giving lesser stress to my frens in all way
giving lesser responsibility to everyone
if my existence was such a mistake and unexpected,
why did you give birth to me.
should i apologise about my existence?
should i end it just for peace in the family?
i couldnt do anything.

waking up in the morning,
due to your screaming.
just because i didnt slp early on those nights u did spotcheck
u assume i slept late last night too.
but woman, do you know, i slept as early as 10am last night.
i wanted to open my mouth.
but did you realise,
i couldnt even speak loud enough for you to hear.
no, u didnt.
instead, you asked me to speak up and answer you when u question me.
you think i was ignoring you,
when my mouth was already opened and speaking.
you walked pass me and even talked to me.
cant you see i am already eating.
all you did was to shout at me and ask me why i didnt wash the plates in the sink.
i am using my laptop.
the things on my screen aint even moving.
and all you bother asking is whether i am watching video.
i suppose you are not dumb enough to not know that videos are shows with clips moving!
and can you stop touching the things in my room.
they are not yours.
and i dont plan to make them urs.
so stop touching my things,
thinking that i dont need them
and using them urself.
if you wanna touch, pls put them back at the same place.
because it is not your things
and only i know where they belongs
so that i can find them easily.
you claim that you know how stressful sch are nowadays.
but do you wanna know, i almost failed my paper?
i didnt tell you a single stuff.
cos i felt so ashame.
but i guess, u expected such results from me, dont you?
since when did my results make you happy.
since when were you happy with me.
none of the time.
at least, after grandpa scolded,
he knows how to appreciate the stuffs i did.
GENDER DISCRIMINATION IS ALL YOU KNOW.

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