study break post 1 :D

yes. this was what i felt all along.. end up being too afraid to put in more effort in the love which i used to believe in..



and you know you are the one i always think about..

hi people!
chan wan ting is living well here. (:
though life at home may not always be that fun as in sch,
i know what i want to do and i do them.
wondering how's everyone's revision going.
wondering what are people doing.
wondering if i can finish my studying on time and walk into the exam room confidently.

i feel so good,
looking at you in another angle which i did not last time.
found out that actually things can be like that
if i were to change long ago.
i am not suppose to regret.
and i will not.
because life is so much nicer now.
i see no tears in my eyes.
you taught me to be strong,
indirectly,
with the direction you lead me to,
unknowingly,
i followed and play along,
blindly.
i used to be so scare,
because there is only one of you.
scare of losing,
scare of missing.
everything of you..
how possessive i used to be.
prove to myself that i am wrong.
so slowly, i shall change.
not for the sake of only you, but also myself.
for i should learn how to love properly..

<3

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