bullshit!

i admit,


i like someone who i cant have.


i like someone who doesnt like me.


i like someone who has been going against me to prove to me how he detest my liking for him.





now to think back,


do i really still like you?


or was it that i am just unwilling to let go because i didnt get to get you?


but how come it simply hurt so much everytime u shoot me down with ur words.


bullshit about life can go on.


bullshit that things will get better..


bullshit telling people they will feel better..


BULLSHIT!





thanks to you, i end up crying again last night.


thanks to you, heartache appear again after i finally gave up that guy.


thanks to you, i realised how weak i am in relationship, without the rights to choose.


thanks to you, i see the facts of how guys wont like me..





dont think that you know peoople well.


dont think that only what you say are right.


because ur thinking can be so selfish and so extreme..


sometimes the words that comes out of ur months are also CRAP!





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