can someone please bring me to a beach, a very very very nice beach.
i really wish that i have a personal plane, with a plane license.
a very high target which i wish to hit.
but i know, i'm already working my way through.
studying hard to earn enough money in the future.


stupid boy, i realise how much i miss you sometimes.
but i'll start thinking, whether i've flash past your mind, for even that one second.
studying is killing me, and i need some motivation from you.
but i dare not rant to you. i dare not disturb you.
i dont even wanna let myself think of you,
finding way through to convince myself that studies is most important than relationship in these two years.

i have special people around me, motivating me to study..
1. joan darling: of cos, she's one of the most important one, because we are studying together once again. same sch, same timetable, same module, same aim.
2. joy dear: this gal is full of emo-ish feeling. too stress at home, at studies, at relationship. let go once in a while. trust yourself (:
3. nicolette: this gal has been MIA-ing since a week ago.. kind of worried bout her stress level and management, but i know she's busy, with studies, with exam, with reports..

don't blame someone else when you are doing the same thing yourself. what makes you think that you are that perfect. it's damn irritating to hear such shit. because you are an adult doesnt mean you have the rights to control and order unreasonable craps.

thanks for being such a nice person in front of the adults. cos sometimes i really hate you..
i love the time in school, i love the time alone, i love the time with peace..

<3

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