believing

有些事，可遇不可求。
但，有些事，不是白等就会到来的。
不努力，不改变，不进步，
又有谁会抬起头看你一眼?

but you never once know what am i really thinking.
even when i put it so clear and transparent in front of you.

does changing really helps?
if it does. let me know, and i will.
not totally, but at least the slightest bit whenever i can.
because i still want to be myself, the true self.

i'm not like other girls,
i dont giggle with the innocent eyes, i burst out laughing with through happiness.
i dont cry and expect a shoulder, i hate others feeling sad and sympatise me.
i seldom wear skirt, i wear jeans/shorts to walk naturally.
i seldom wear heels, i prefer comfortable shoes so that i can walking miles and miles with you.
i take initiative, i refuse to let chances and opportunities pass by me.
i dont have a perfect figure, i maintain my current situation and trying to get better.
i dont rely on guy, i believe in independence.

but i believe in something, and that is: i really like you..

<3

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