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hello, chanwanting♥ here. 22yo this year. a gal who is trying hard to change herself to get a better life..


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Sunday, October 9, 2011
live or leave

i let you into my heart,
but i was the one who let you leave too.
not because i forced you out, 
but simply because you want to..
so i respect your decision.


of course, i wouldn't deny about liking you.
i don't use the word 'love' because i dont know the definition behind it.
i'm not like some girls who do their best to chase a guy,
i'm not as daring, not as brave.

let me smile through the days i have left..
by making everyone around me happy,
by making everyone around me smile,
by making everyone around me be at their best.

smiling on the surface, i mastered it.
within my 20 years of life,
i learnt to tolerate, to talk back,
to refuse, to rebuke, to give in.
this is my family,
i didnt choose it, neither can i choose it
'willingly' is the words
just because: you are my family..

school work is killing me :D
but i'm still going to school, to study :D
i want to hit my aim :D
i want to work hard with her :D
i want to make my family proud of me :D
i want to prove people wrong :D
i love myself :D

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